CHALLENGE: October 1, 2017 to December 31, 2017

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...-me-during-my-first-320-days-of-reboot.62938/

This is GOLD.
Shame of me if I ever PMO after reading this

 

Bro, you have us. why do you go back same old road again and again? , what triggered your today?

 

I was caught up in the same trap a day before. I reached a new low that day. I was so disgusted at my own behaviour, the way I was treating myself. It was like I had no self-respect left for myself. You may find it funny, but from 2 days I am doing this only-
Wake up-pushups-NoFap subreddit-Nofap community (here)-reading all day about it-posting in random forums-joining chat rooms#nofap-sleep-REPEAT-
I just don't want to lose this time. I want myself to be treated the way I deserve.

 

Don't do it again today. I read in one of the posts yesterday that If you relapse, you shouldn't encourage yourself to do it more thinking as if the day is wasted. Think of it as if you were climbing a mountain and you tripped , you slipped, now anybody in their sane mind would learn from that mistake and stand up to continue the climb not slide down again. That would be plain stupid, you are just being hard on yourself. That's PMO taking over.

 

I'm in!

 

I just relapsed after a thirteen day streak. Might as well join this, it'll give me a fresh start. I'm determined to make these next few months productive, no PMO, or artificial stimulation (this encompasses clothed but risqué pictures of women online), and I will try my very best to avoid relapsing again.

 

take care in that hurricane bro. i hear the flooding is bad. in regards to relapsing you just have to keep it at it at your own pace, i can give all the advice in the world, but you need to remember that this is an addiction and it takes time to get rid off, even i'm on day 90 and even though i feel the benefits i still know i need to go way longer to be fully healed.
this also goes at everyone else in this group, take your time and in the meantime do things that will stop the impulse thoughts e.g mediation, exercise etc and boredom where most relapses stem from.

 

Let's get out this never ending cycle.
Goal - A better life by abstaining from PMO. Instead, focus on creation of epic stuff.
I promise to cut off 9gag and YouTube. I know, now, that these stuff give me a sense of understanding without having learnt anything. Forcing me to consumer garbage.
Plan - 20 books by 2018. A MATLAB code, better social circle, focus on college. In short: TAKE THE WORLD AND EVERYTHING WITH IT.

 

Almost hit a week but i messed up by looking at porn for a couple of minutes then MO-ing. I still dont fully understand why, but at night my body temp drops quickly when i worry about tomorrow or if ill pmo that night. Selffulling prophecy I guess. If i can defeat this then my walk would be much easier. Not giving up!

 

Lost my streak mamn. Feel so deppressed.