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PMO journey - a journey that challenges you in all aspects of life

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by seaguy44, Sep 4, 2017.

  1. seaguy44

    seaguy44 Moderator Assistant

    Hello everyone,

    I'm finding that my PMO journey really challenges me in all aspects of my life. It definitely DO make you develop character and integrity that would eventually help you become a better man, not only for yourself, but for everyone else that comes in your life as well.

    Never have I had an experience where I could watch myself intellectually with fascination and horror on how powerful my body would react when stopping PMO. The rational self (mind) was like "What the Hell".... my body (Addicted self) just basically craves as if it's a junkie. and it is! I knew in my heart that if I relapse, my body would completely be content but that's absolutely not what I want. So my body would continue to crave the junkie (orgasm/ejaculation) all day and all night. This has cascading effects on all aspects of my life. Honestly, this is really no difference from Alcohol Addiction or Drug Addiction.

    As I inch toward the healing process, I am slowly developing inner strength that would eventually manage the addiction. It will never be eradicated, but it has to be managed. Once I develop strong inner strength that match the outer strength that comes from the healing of my body, that's when the life will really begin and be beautiful.

    Seriously, I have tons of respect for each one of you that goes through this journey. This journey is a very taxing journey for me spiritually, mentally, physically.

    I do know the end result of this is totally worth this, but right now it's pure hell even right now I'm still craving for one damn ejaculation. It's the addiction in me that craves this even through my rational mind finds this absurd.

    Tons of Respect to you all, brothers!
     
  2. TheWinner80

    TheWinner80 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for sharing
     
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  3. Dre42

    Dre42 Fapstronaut

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    Man I totally agree with you about how this journey takes its toll. When you get to that stage when all you can think about is PMO and nothing else for days things start to go haywire. It's a tough journey, but so rewarding. I have been defeated so many times by this cunning and powerful addiction, yet every time I get knocked down I get up and I feel stronger. Doing this challenge, while by far one of the most challenging things I've ever done in my life, has been making me into a better and a stronger man. Every ounce of pain has been worth it so far
     
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  4. Third_Eye

    Third_Eye Guest

    I know bro, it's tough, but hang in there. Breaking out of PMO would do great things to all of us! :)
     
  5. TheWinner80

    TheWinner80 Fapstronaut

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    Hang in there !
     
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