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Depression

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by urisak, Sep 6, 2017.

  1. Sep 6, 2017 #1
    urisak

    urisak Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys. During last two days I feel sad and lonely. I don´t know why. I should be happy, new school, new friends. I am happy just for a few hours but then everything change and I feel like sh*t. I mostly think about myself. Why? Why I started watch porn and play with my think twice or three times everyday for five years? Why I got fat? Why I lost my old friends? Why I ´ve never been with girl? Why I´ve never loved anyone? Especially me? Why I need to get rid of porn and mastubation addiction?

    When I fapped I´ve never asked these questions. I thought it´s normal for a guy in my age to jack off that much. Why? Because it was amazing and relaxing. And when I discovered porn? I was even more and more horny.

    When I think about my past I just feel gross, and sad especially sad. What happend that I became this depressive person?

    I don´t know if I should expect some advice or reply or anything. I just wanted to say it somewhere.
     
    urisak, Sep 6, 2017
    urisak, Sep 6, 2017
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  2. Sep 6, 2017 #2
    I'll never be the same

    I'll never be the same Fapstronaut

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    I know what it is bro !

    You ask why do you need to get rid of porn and masturbation addiction.
    The answer is in all the questions you asked before !
    Stopping porn and masturbation will help you to develop a strong mind : you will be able to say no to temptation ! And I can assure you that if you succeed (and I'm sure you will) to say no to these urges, you'll be able to say no to junk food and all these craps !
    What you can do is to transform your sexual drives into creative ones (it's the same part of the brain) !
    Play an instrument, learn to paint, to dance ! Learn a sport ! You will socialize, meet people, you will learn skills that will make you attractive to others but also to yourself !
    Stop judging yourself, ok, you messed up ! Ok you started something and you hope you never did ! But past is in the past !
    You may stumble many times, you may even fall, but don't stop to move forward ! Go back on your feet, future is yours !
    Focus on your future self ! The one who will be able to stare at a girl in the eyes without thinking about sleeping with her ! The one who will be able to hear people laugh without thinking they are mocking him ! The one who will be able to look at his reflection in the mirror without feeling sick ! The one who will be able to love himself !
    You will rise up ! I'm sure of that !
    Do not hesitate to ask for help, especially when it comes to depression, sometimes it's necessary to see a specialist.

    Don't give up bro ! Just don't ! Life worth it, you worth it !
     
    I'll never be the same, Sep 6, 2017
    I'll never be the same, Sep 6, 2017
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  3. Sep 6, 2017 #3
    STRAIGHT GUY

    STRAIGHT GUY Fapstronaut

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    I had alsp depression and OCD thoughts because of Pornography. PORN is a poison delivered by devils to humanity in order to commit a sin and become gay. you need to stay strong and stop watching pornography, it is a deadly habit that destroys our lives.
     
    STRAIGHT GUY, Sep 6, 2017
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  4. Sep 6, 2017 #4
    FOS

    FOS Guest

    Hold on bro, the journey has just begun! I think that's sometimes initial condition for one to discover and understand oneself.
     
    FOS, Sep 6, 2017
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