Reset Or Relapse please help..

Look, I'm not sure what I can say to help you, but my recent good streak came about the hard way. I've lost my girlfriend and have hurt my family because of my addiction. I really hope things don't head that way for you, but the really big thing for me was having a strong conviction to change and then implementing practical measures to limit opportunities. That meant installing porn accountability software and giving my family members the password so I couldn't remove it. That also meant disabling web browsers on my phone and also deleting the Facebook app/Twitter/social media apps and blocking myself from reinstalling it. It sounds extreme, but I just know that when I was freshly recovering, I really struggled with self-control. Until you start to build up those self-control muscles, consider taking some hard approaches to blocking access to allow your brain time to recover.

 

Good luck on your journey, I wish you the best and I pray you overcome PMO once and for all and live the life you always wanted.

 

Yeah, that is a relapse.

 

Ask yourself the following questions.

1-Does porn make you happy?


If the answer is yes then...

What are you doing here?

If the answer is no then...

Why go back to something that doesnt make you happy?

I know its hard, but you have to think its worth the sacrifice

 

Dude, that sounds rough. But don't be too hard on yourself - just dust yourself down and keep pushing forward. Each day without porn is a good day. Focus on the good days, not the bad ones.

I suspect one reason for an interest in (pre-op) transgendered person's - who are essentially guys at the most passable end of the transvestite spectrum - can be due to a sense of emasculation (conscious or subconscious). Therefore, one solution is to rededicate your life to being a man and respecting your masculinity. Not sure if this applies to you or not.

One website I would recommend is www.artofmanliness.com. This website celebrates what it means to be a man, and is packed with advice on every aspect of leading a manly life. Next time you feel the urge to watch transgendered person porn visit this site instead and read one of the articles, or watch one of the videos. Just an idea.

Good luck & keep the faith.

 

I've been through that.. hooked to transwoman porn and stuff.. not anymore though..
I even paid once a transwoman prostitute.. My experience? worst thing ever.. what we see in porn its NOTHING like reality. They are men, and smell like man, and their place smelled like men.. and Im not attracted to men. Trust me, its disgusting don't even think about doing that..


To quit was the best and hardest thing Ive done in my life.. What have helped me to quit that ? Physical exercises, meditation and cold showers along with positive thinking..

from now on, I dont watch that kind of stuff anymore and my relapses are only M.O. and I pray for you, so that you can get past through that and have a happy and fulfilled life, away from that kind of stuff.