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Made it to 55 days then crashed...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by RadioGiraffe81, Sep 13, 2017.

  1. Hello to all in the FapStation,

    I made it to 55 days without it being that hard this round, not easier though. I had a bit of a challenging time with a terminal disease in my family and slipped into a bit of a depressive state and that shit is scary. I started browsing woman on Instagram and it soon moved to edging and suddenly I was choking my man-monster to porn videos on twitter. Guys try to avoid that shit, edging is like the devil in the NoFap land (Non-religious reference, I'm not a religious person).

    Another realization is that after a couple of wines my defenses weaken, I guess my next step is to indulge way less in the good product of the old grapes.

    Day 1 starts again today. The lion will rise from the ashes once more.

    Strongs to all the other Fapstronauts out there, we are fixing ourselves one day at a time.

    Happy Days.

    RadioGiraffe81
     
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  2. Fightthedevil

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    Man 55 days are pretty awesome.Proud Of You.I also crashed today after a pretty good streak.We have the momentum.Let's Get back up on our feet.Good luck!
     
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  4. Hello Guy,
    I've been there as well...lol. Get a book or something else to read and force yourself to avoid the social media-nado for a while. Remember relapsing doesn't make you a weak person of any sorts, this is one of the bravest quests you will ever be on. It takes gigantic balls to confront one's demons.
    Keep at it bro-naught.

    Strongs.
     
  5. strggl

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    55 days is a great result! I did 75 recently and still slipped into old habits for a week. It is important to avoid all kinds of non-real stimulation. I know from my own experience, that at that many days on your counter, it does not start with you waking up and thinking "let's look at porn today". Usually it starts with something small: picture or something in TV, dating app, facebook pic, hot girl on the street etc. You need to train yourself in rejecting dangerous thoughts as soon as something like this happens. I know it can be extremely challenging, but if you consciously take a step towards returning to PMO, even the smallest, it is really hard to turn back. It does not mean that, you are doomed at the moment you accidentally see hot pic somewhere, but if you let it trigger yourself, there is a big chance, you will convince yourself, to go this road and relapse. Read on First Though Wrong method, helped me.

    Stay strong!
     
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  6. fdsfsd

    fdsfsd Fapstronaut

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    I unfortunatelly relapsed today aswell. (Lets do this again, together)

    I was at 7 days, it was unfortunate that you lost it at day 55, be sure not to slip into the old habits wich can be tempting when you are starting from zero.

    The pheonix will rise from the ashes once more, again and again. Keep on fighting.
     
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  7. Big-ups guy.... Lets do it!
     

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