[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Ok, I finished 7 days challenge yesterday. So I'm starting 14 days challenge.

Should I count starting from my already 7 days or start over?
Anyway, 8th day today so it's either day 8 or day 1 for 14 day challenge.

 

I can't watch porn & later on that day or next, not jerk off or have sex with a hooker. so my strategy is to avoid any sexual content and sexual thought

 

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I made it to 7 days. I was ok until today. Today it's been hard but I did some push ups when the urges came and it worked for a while. I wont' give up. I'll join this 14 days challenge to help me.
We can do this!

 

Urges are strong but my will is stronger!!

 

Day 11...
3 more days.

The last two days were pretty good actually. I had some nice conversations with my friend, school was pretty good and I just enjoyed life a little more. And although Urges are killing me I'm holding back. Motivation has gone up a little bit again and I'm sure I'm gonna make it.

If a big urge is coming my strategy ist just to stop all my thoughts and and to get busy with something or go for a walk or something. I also keep reminding me of the fact that if I relapse it'll get me pissed and demotivated and that I'll only be satisfied for a few minutes. Sometimes it works, but sometimes my dick just manages to win somehow.

Whatever, see ya.

 

Just as heavy today, but I made it through day 4

 

Alright I think I missed posting for day three. But day 4 is now in the books!

 

Day 10: done.
Day 11: In progress...

 

... day 11 ...

 

Day 4.
Yesterday was a hard day but I kicked out at two.

 

I once relapsed after focusing really hard on reaching 10 days. I actually made it two weeks but became obsessed w/reaching a milestone. I freaking could not take the pressure. I PMO'ed to get the failure over with. Once I stopped focusing on the day and more on my attitude, the number of days stopped being a trigger for me. As for today, I haven't had any porn urges, but did have a few sexual urges. Bottom line, I was horny. But again, nothing that would cause me to surf porn. I recently returned home after hanging out w/some friends. We had some drinks, shared a few laughs and now I'm home. I'm more sleepy than anything, but felt like ending the (actually starting the morning) the night with a quick post.

 

Day 12 completed
The day passed calmly in terms of my abstinence. In the morning, I had a little work to do. Then I went to the gym. In the afternoon I was with my family.

 

Day 13 of 14, drunk...nothing happening tonight

 

Was very insecure yesterday some old woman just ruined my entire night but no porn! In the past I would use any excuse to fap and it didnt even come to mind. Im feeling more secure today and less anxiety gonna try going out with friends again tonight and be with friends in the day.

Good luck everybody

 

Urges are still strong but I know they will pass and I get stronger.
Then I will get urged again and still get stronger...and so on


Dont ever pmo again!!!!

 

Am in for the challenge, starting from now on (23.09.17)

 

Checking in for Day 12

 

Starting two week challenge.

 

Day 9 completed. Beginning day 10 with quite the flatline and no urges at all, hope it gets better.