180 Day Warrior Challenge (Updated)

Keep going

 

Good to hear, hope my penis will be like that soon.

 

checking in, on a 21 day streak

 

Day 40 in progress! That is more than half of my longest streak! Almost 25% of this challenge! I really feel the flow of the change. I am more involved in life! I really didn`t had any strong urges at this point (only few weak ones) but I have to say that I don`t have time for them. My day is full. I mean monday to friday I wake up at 6 am (sometimes 5 am) I exercise half an hour, do a cold shower, cook some food to eat, pack my meal for school then go to school by feet from one side of the town to the opposite one. After 6-7 hours of school I go to the library for 2-3 hours to study for the medicine university, I arrive home, I eat some good meal (sometimes I have to cook it) then I do as much as I can of my highschool homeworks, then I go to a 2-3 hour workout (that is only 3 days out of five, when I am not going to workout I edit photos and videos and work on my school homeworks) when I am done with that (at 9-10 PM) I have another consistent meal that I cook then I will go to sleep tired (and satisfied) but only because I know this will help me do all that stuff the next day. About the weekends... I hadn`t a total full free weekend in this 40 days streak (I photographed weddings, edited, learned, read, helped my grandma, my parents). The weekend is the only period of time when I can finish all I`ve got to do for the next week (so it gets easier) and to read some books that I love to read but struggle with the time. My point here is: Now I wonder how could I had ever time for PMO? There is a great leagacy that I build here! And I won`t stop working on it until my name will be remembered easier and longer then the name `Socrates`! And you can do that too! Just find what you love and invest time in that! Remember, your leagacy is what remains after your death. What do you want to gift to the world? What do you want to be written in your memo? Would it be something like: This guy was a normal person who liked to do what everybody liked to do( fap, eat junk, watch TV all day and work as a slave for a little money) OR it will be something like this: This person did all he ever dreamed in this life. He was different and standed out from the crowd. He became independent financially, he has full control over his body and mind. He left a leagacy that we as nation (or human race, why not?) we will always be grateful for. This NoFap is JUST THE FIRST STEP. Yeah I know how it sounds, but THIS is the hardest step. If you can conquer THIS you can conquer any other step with commitment and persistance. So, COMPLETE your first step while starting the next ones. This first step is something you will have to do for the rest of your life and you will let that as a legacy, so it converts from the first step to THE STEP. I have faith in you that you will find out your reason to live and fully commit to it. I have faith in you that you are a warrior who go and takes what he wants instead of accepting what life is giving him! Have a productive day!


(Remember: wining means to fail until you know enough things about how to win)


#beTHEwarrior

 

Day 2. Done!

 

day 24. I understand many things. I understand emotions is the key to overcome this addiction or every addiction. PMO is for me a way to desensitize myself. I PMO when i am tired, when i am bored, when i am sad, when i am happy too. PMO has been in my life the only way to feel emotions. Everything so unreal, so apparently relaxing and by the way I fell down. Now i can say no, I say no to PMO even if it is attractive, even if it is fascinating. NO. PMO ruined my life. I understand it. I understend a relapse is not the end of everything. I understand it is important connection to the others but also learn to live alone, with myself only, sometimes.

 

Day 24
Feeling good, however I had an urge late at night when I was alone, but I just tried to ignore it and I got past it

 

I had a one night stand yesterday. I really wish I did not relapse a few days ago! The sex would have probably been even better! Whatever, just keep moving forward.

 

Just lost it today... couldn't control the urges...

 

Checking in. All going good, except for the occasional mind fog. I am stopping cigarettes too. Only with a drink, that too will stop.

Exercise helps. Swimming helps in an immense way. I feel like getting that much oxygen into your system really clears your head out.

I've been getting close to this girl, and I think there is something happening.

Any form of action will only increase my testosterone right. So it will be alright, right?

 

I will practice then in moderation.. What if I were to itch down there during the day or night. I shouldn't scratch and stuff?

 

on my 20:th day

 

Checking in

 

Checking in back into double figures on day 10, nothing particular to report.

 

I'm in!

Currently on my third day of no PMO. I'm tired of feeling like crap and am ready to give them all up. My hope is that I'll make it past my old record of a straight month!

 

20 days done, on 21:th, feels good even tho I need more exiting stuff in my life instead of PMO.

 

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Day three done!

 

I'm still in! no pmo for a full three weeks. Another tough weekend too. But I feel as though I have to go through the valleys if I'm every going to stand on the mountain top.

I believe I'm at 21/22 days now! no relapses!