[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1 complete.

I'm feeling really good about this run.

 

Having some troubles.

I am writing here cause porn is everywhere and so it's very difficoult not to look for triggers. I will pray and remind myself of my motivations. I am an addict. My brain is fighting me and I am letting him win. P is destroying my life. I wont count this repeated overlook but it wont happen again. I am making a big decision.

Am I worth saving?

 

Will join when done with the two weeks, 4 more days to go.

 

Day 10/14
Having difficulties with sleeping and anger management. Was at school from morning till afternoons, cooked, eat lunch, tried to sleep but couldn't, studied and now am updating.

 

Wait... I think I made a mistake :S I finished the 7 days challenge and then I came here so technically I need to go until day 21. So I am half way done

 

Day one of the 14 day challenge, starting to feel more urges. It still under control, only a few more hours left in day

 

Day 7!!! Today I got checked by a girl which gave me a self-esteem-boost and I got a sudden crave (I don't know, out of happiness??) but then I thought it'd be even cooler if I didn't do it and I'm feeling good right now. But I didn't expect a craving this early so I have to be careful...

 

boredom,lust...but still going

 

Day 3 of the challange.. yeay..

 

My name is Brent and I'm addicted to porn. This is day one of 14, and the rest of my days to come without porn in my life.

 

I'm in! Time to get serious!

 

Day 5 of 14 complete! I was very busy today and almost missed checking in. These are good days because there's very few of the strong ideas that can brew in my mind. Makes the challenge easier...

 

I have crossed my 7 days challenge. It was easy to start but now I have an urge to see some nude female body on screen. I am holding myself. Is that ok if I watch some netflix movie with some nude and sex scenes? I wont masturbate or wont watch any hardcore porn movie. Please guide me. Thanks

 

Day (5) out of (14) done!

I have crossed the line of my own world record today. Day 15.

Last night I felt that I am missing somthing, a daily habit, somthing different in my life, can I continue walking without it, am I going to be a normal person If I continue my life without it. Can I swim in the ocean of life without this habit!

I really don't know.

But,

I don't want to continue being a slave of an addict that spoiled my life, my career, my family and my mind.

 

Going on on 1th day!

 

very creative!!!

 

Day 2/14 done
Spent the day prepping and working on getting stuff ready for the cold season, kept the hands busy.

 

Day 1 Finished

 

A little more urges lately but I'll give them nothing! I've been exercising today and following my habits.

5 days down, 9 to go.

 

Today is Day #15, so time to move onto the next thread. Coming here every morning and avoiding "innocent-ish" websites that were always triggers for me have been my keys to success, so I'm sticking with them. Good luck guys.