[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

2 days left

 

Day 7 of 14 complete! It's been a good day! I've kept busy with work.

 

Day 4. Spent all day on the computer but tomorrow I'm at college so it'll keep me off PMO for another day. And the day after that I'm at college all day. But the relapses only come in after college and on the weekend. My last streak I made it to 8 days.

 

I'm new and I need a boost. This is my first challenge. I feel like an alcoholic that was born with a 5th of whiskey in my pants. I need friends who understand and a challenge to try. I'm in.

 

day 12/14!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My update; In the morning was at school, in the afternoons i was by my friends place chatting and playing video games. Got home in the evenings , eat supper and studied till now, and now am updating you. And today my mood is quite stable better than the previous days.

 

just came from a really heavy porn session.....i mean really really heavy (like 3 hours or something).....i was about to fap but i hold back at the last second for a very weird reason (although the video was one of those that makes me fap in a second )......the reason was that i felt the people in the video was acting...i know of course that the whole porn videos are consider acting but i didn't think of this when i fap...i think all of us feels high from porn bec. we succeed to deceive ourselves for just seconds or minutes (or whatever the time you need to fap) that what we see in porn is real...anyway after this idea of acting got into my head the euphoria all gone...i closed the video without any 2nd thoughts....

i still feel the damage of this long session.....i feel like burning up.....anyway this isn't consider a relapse ( in my terms ) so i will not reset my counter...but my next challenge will be completely porn and fap free...or i shall reset every thing..

 

IM IN!

 

Day 3 of 14 day challenge, feeling the urge to MO, but I think I can overcome it, in all it's been 10 days since I started the 7 day challenge, got through that and I'm on to the 14, this is the farthest I've gotten and I feel proud of myself. Let's hope I can keep this up, I don't want to relapse now.

 

Day (7) out of (14)

Last night I had a super urge, triggered by frustration and anger!
I went to BR31 and had a double scoops ice cream, it gaves me relaxation for around 1 hr, then it came to me stronger! My pubic area was hurting.
I was reading and surfing just around P, instagram, I know what l was doing, the way to PMO, i felt restless.
I went to my partner to get release. Things went quite after that.

Does sugary food increase our urge!?

 

Third day!

 

Day 9 which is my new record, now I think I can make 14-day challenge, it's just 5 days.

 

Day 14 is over and done with. Last night I had my first nocturnal emission in long time. I use the term ‘nocturnal emission’ and not ‘wet dream’ as I can’t really remember if I had a sexual dream or not. There is an absence of urges, or the ‘chaser effect’.

I have been dreaming vividly for the past few days though, so hopefully I’m on the road to recovery.

 

Day 2.

“The race is long, but in the end, it’s only with yourself.”

 

Day 0. BIG relapse last night.

 

Day 2, check in...

 

Day 2

 

Great day, followed my habits and exercised.

7 days down, 7 to go.

 

Day 1/14, btw can i ask? If you're habit is touching your ... pubic area how do you gonna solve that? Thank you

 

Day 8
Busy day, no urge.
Can i love someone?


Outis

 

Day 4/14
Keeping busy, staying off the internet is helping as I’m not mindlessly scrolling through hitting that boredom urge trigger over and over.