[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 15/21

I was busy yesterday, so was not able to post. I'm feeling good with some sad moments. I'm happy that I have completed 2 weeks. I didn't have any wet dreams yet. I have tremendous energy level nowdays. Still, I'm not happy with ongoing recovery. As, Sometimes it feels awkward what I am doing. But, I wanted to be PMO Free for more than 60 Days.

 

Day 9: done.
Day 10: In progress...

 

OKAY DAY 1 I SAID I WAS GONNA MOVE BUT IM MOTIVATED LETS GOOOO

 

Day 8 completed. Total of 30 days streak.

 

"Completed Day 7-8-9-10-11-12-13, & 14" - "Started Day 15" (total 74 days)

Thought I'd update you guys. I probably should've been updating daily, but I definitely haven't relapsed at all.

There were some urges within the time I've been gone, but nothing I haven't dealt with before, and you know what; that's the thing about the urges we face, we've experienced them before, and that's what gives us a slight advantage. We can't pretend that we don't have struggles, and we definitely can't pretend we don't have power over them. The victim mentality is a false perception created from the mind, as is porn.

One of the things I've realized on my 74 day journey is that PMO is a completely unconscious activity.

This may seem like an obvious insight, but 74 days without porn really shifts your perspective, or at least to some degree, because I still engage in so many unconscious things on a day to day basis, but we all know how cutting it off all at once turns out, we tend to fall right back in the cycle. With time, I will gain more control in my life, but I need to put actual effort in order to get the true, and long lasting results I desire.

 

Day 16
Right now i feel like I will never go back to PMO.
Great feeling. I'm sure it will become more frequent as the counter goes up.

I guess this is the equivalent of the "runners high".

Stay strong!

 

Day 8 complete.
Day 9 in progress.

 

5 / 21 ok

 

Day 5/21 Complete
Nothing new to report.

 

Sigh.. It's been 9 days I haven't been able to post in here... Today is actually my day 9 of the 21 day challenge but work doesn't allow me to even have time to get online... Whew.. Anyways this is day 9 for me. I hope I'll be able to squeeze time daily so I can update my status here.. Anyways this is day 9. It hasn't been easy but it's worth it in the end

 

Day #18, and its Friday! Lots going on this weekend so should be a fun few days ahead. Definitely felt the effects yesterday of too many beers the night before and had some urges here and there, but nothing I couldn't deal with so happy to report that. Pretty sure I'm officially in uncharted territory for myself, but I'm enjoying the heck out of not getting pulled into compulsive behaviors that I hated.

 

Thursday - Still at Day 0, sadly.
Friday (Today) - 1/21

Today my therapist sent me some materials to read. I will study them and see what I can apply to my life.

 

... day 5 ...

 

Let's see how it goes! Day 0/21!

 

check in

 

Hey.

Relapsed again... And I'm sorry to say this but I'll quit this challange (for now). It's just too much for me right now.
I WILL return to this or another challange in the near future of course, but for now, bye guys.

 

Day 3 completed.

 

Very strong urges. I had a strong chaser effect when I saw a post on facebook and I am having strong urges all day. I even went to my old P email account to watch the titles of the emails. I have not relapsed but is hard. I will probably do a crazy power jog to get out all of this energy. This close to relapse was probably because of staying in my house most of the day doing nothing.

Any help/advice appreciated.

Day 8/21.

 

Hi, the warrior is HERE, just completed my 14 day challenge!!!!
Am now starting my 21 days challenge. My counter shows 14 days right now because i just completed the 14 days challenge, so when am done with this one it must show 35 days.
AM IN LETS GO!!!!! DAY 1/21

 

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