[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 5/14... No urges yet... Even if they come I'm all ready to face them...

 

Day 9, check in...

 

Day 3/14 Done

 

Day 9/14, after my last ejaculation 2 days ago (in wet dream) i was feeling pain under my stomach area. Today, i just found that the symptoms that i feel was matched with prostate inflamation. Someone help, i feel massive depression ...like when you finally commit to change, it was too late. ._.

 

I'm on the boat. I think this is day 8. Graduated from the 7 dayer.

 

Day 1/14 complete.

 

Day 1 completed.

 

Day 1/14 Relapse
The internet can be a great place, yet it can also be a festering scumhole at times...

 

Early on day 2, (I think 8pm is my exact "hour). I'm just gonna go ahead and sign up for the 30 day challenge as well. After relapsing on purpose two days ago, my mind is made up and this nightmare is coming to a close. Peace!

 

I genuinely almost relapsed minutes ago, on my second day in. Just earlier I remarked on how determined I was to go these 14 days, hoe excited I was to put this behind me. My problem is that a I lack any discipline!! I was alone in my hotel room. I read a book for a while, was feeling great, then got bored and pulled up my phone to PMO. It was hardly even a decision. I knew I wasn't going to be happy if I did it, but it was almost involuntary, like a habit. The pathways in my brain are so strong. I know I can't play the victim, but I want to so badly. The only, ONLY thing that stopped me was I got called away for a social engagement. If I had decided to try this earlier, I would have relapsed. I didn't resist because it was my choice or discipline, it was pure happenstance that I couldn't get out of. I don't want to rely on dumb luck… I need to be on my A game. Does anyone have any advice?

 

Day 7 of 14... doing well and looking forward to the benefits of a clear mind. Have a great weekend!!

 

Day 10 done!

 

Day 12. Honestly thinking of taking a break from social media altogether. Too many triggers.

 

Day 1(13th October,2017):
The day was a busy one though I found some time to fantasize but managed to stay away from PMO.Day 1 complete!

 

8/14

 

I completed day 2... barely. Like I said before, I almost relapsed before my family inadvertently stopped me from sabotaging myself by called me away. It was dumb luck. I had pulled up a P video and was about to "use" it when there was a knock on my door. I considered setting my counter back to 0 for that, but I think that would discourage me to much. Since I didn't actually M or O, I'm going to count it as a sign of divine providence and warning and keep on trucking. Here's to hoping day 3 will see me with better discipline.

 

I’m at day four, but this is my day zero. 10/14/17

 

Day 6..

 

John, I do the exact same thing. I'm feeling great, relaxed, bored....my hand involuntarily grabs my dick; out of habit!! Above the belt from now on!! As one fapstronaut said, forget you have a dick. You've gotta be conscious about what you're doing and just refuse to please yourself.

 

In all it's been 18 days, 19 counting today, but yea, I try to focus more on long term stuff

 

Day 12 of 14, done, two more days then I get to move on to the next challenge