[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 1 of 21 complete! It was a very busy Saturday so no down to allow strong thoughts to creep in.
Stay strong everyone!!

 

came across porn few ours ago and i watched some scenes for a few minutes...i think it is a sign for me that indulgence time which lead occasionally to all my relapses is here now...gotta be more strict...still in

 

... day 0 again ...

 

Day 6
Having some hardtimes, not with urges, but with my selfesteem. Im very moody these days, and its afecting my relationship, I tend to isolate myself. Feeling like Im losing the best years of my life

 

Dont give up

 

Thats

Thats great

 

Yeah, I made it to 21 Days! Feels great. Now, next goal is 30 Days.

 

Day Zero, I will never give up.

It's a new world, it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day, it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

 

1/21

 

Im in day 1 lets go!

 

Had a derp moment with my badge counter and my current day streak, I forgot to change it from the last attempt so it was out by a day, so I’m currently on day 2 today not day 3.

 

Hey guys, some one inside my head saying.. you know my friend, you have relapsed like a child several times last week after your 28 days, do you think you are strong enough to do it, go and enjoy the beautiful ladies on screen and get some happiness fuel, you look miserable, you have a pile of work from last week, so bad baby, it will never finish if u feel bad like this... go and have a quick pleasure... it is good for you. You may postpond this stupid nofap thing for next month maybe.. enjoy your self, you feel so bad...
He is laughing at me..

 

Day 1 is done.

 

I've been away for a workshop on the weekend, was too busy and tired to check in. I'm happy to say Day 1,2,3 is done.

 

Woke up with hard erection. Felt very horny. Tempted to watch some porn. But managed myself and moved on. Travelled to other place. Did some work and kept myself busy. Was surrounded by other workers. Got erection again when I had to touch the girl who works for me. Nothing much after that. Finished my day without PMO.

 

Day 4
Some urges



Outis

 

Forgot to write yesterday but there were no problems this day.

9 days down, 12 to go.

 

Did a long 12K hike today so that felt good. Didn't feel any urges either. Tomorrow I'm getting back into organized exercise.

10 days down, 11 to go.

 

Day 8/21. Urges quietening down. Still there though. Just trying to keep focused studying for my test tomorrow.

 

Day 1/21. I have never had s longer streak than 7. So I'm putting some accountability. I hope I don't fail.

Fapping is taking a toll on my life, my SO, appetite, sleep, concentration, motivation, emotions, self control... I could go on.

I am also starting a beeminder