[21-CHALLENGE] THE TWENTY ONE DAYS CHALLENGE !

3/21

 

Day 16. Getting closer. We are all getting closer.

 

Day 1 of 21.

 

Day 0.

 

day 16....few urges but i could handle them...have a busy week with big events that will greatly determine my future...wish me luck

 

A productive day without urges, feels good.

12 days down, 9 to go.

 

Day 2/21 Back home in my room. I have a lot of assesments to complete so I need to actually focus on them and not other things that are a waste of time.

Wish me luck guys

 

And.... back to Day 0

 

Relapse
Day 0 again

 

Day 2, check in...

 

Day 3/21 Done

 

Good luck!

Pro tip: Get an egg timer, set it for 20-30 minutes, and work until it rings. Then have a 3-5 minute break. Just a breather. Then wrench up the timer again for another 20-30 minutes. Repeat until you are done.
This way you stay concentrated better, because the break is always near. And the ticking sound helps you focus and stay motivated to work. (It's called the pomodoro method)

 

Day 10, trying to pick myself up and go again, after yesterdays results. my postgrads option is riding on my results

 

Day 2 has finished, off to bed

 

Day 12. I'll be home in the evening after a long, long, time. Every thing is according to the plan .

 

18/21.
My update; In the morning was at school and came back home in the evenings, slept and woke up, did my school work and now am updating you.
And when i was at school, we had sports at the gym and one of the girls from my class came over and her presence brought me great joy(i dont know why but i just enjoyed her presence there, i was feeling kind of happy)
,and during another class another girl was helping me with some school work and i enjoyed the whole process too.
Man i dont know why but girls seem so interesting now (its like back in the days before pmo, i can recall this joy and excitement for girls back in the days, its been soo long since i appreciated simple things in life such as talking to a girl or just being in the presence of one.(and to add one i dont even lust over them, just joy over a sudden)

 

Day 4 of 21 complete! 14 hour work day... good night!

 

Is real sex with real girl also considered as relapse?

 

Thanks for the clarification.

I had sex with a girl after almost 2 months. Its almost after 1 month after I started my No PMO. It was a wonderful feeling to have real pleasure without PMO effect. I enjoyed the reality. I feel very relaxed and happy now.

I have a confidence now that I never go back to PMO again.

 

Day 2 - No PMO
Still working hard. I'm worried about my attraction to girls, which is why I really need to complete my rebooting. PMO has ruined my mind.