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Hey everybody.
My name is Stav, and I'm almost 13 years old. I started masturbating and watching when I was approximately 11. I did it all the time, not even knowing the consequences that await me. About a half year ago I reached the conclusion that its bad for me. I started to understand how objectively I look at the other sex. I tried going without masturbating and porn for a week (which was very hard and ended in masturbating four times at the end of the week), and i actually felt a difference. I tried continuing, but I couldn't. Its surprisingly hard for me to stop. Not only that I can't stop touching myself, but I also accidentally found a way to masturbate without using your hands or any objects (I'm absolutely not going to explain how). So, I also started edging, but most of the times I accidentally ejaculated. Today I searched Wikipedia for masturbating to confirm that it IS bad. Then, a short paragraph about NoFap showed up. I went over to the site, and I read. I am so happy that I found the site.
My plans? No masturbating. No porn. FOREVER.
About sex? Well, there's still time, but I will have sex when I grow older. I actually considered the hard difficulty, but then a question went to mind - what is a penis for, if you don't use it for anything?
And - sex that's made with love is good.
Good luck to any other newbies.

 

Thanks!