I act sometimes gay!

I believe that it's okay to be gay. I don't understand why people are so crazy about someone being gay. I acted out in a homosexual way by letting some homosexual dude give me head and I'm not gay bashing saying being gay is abnormal. It's not like I've turned gay or bi all of a sudden because of that horrible incident due to porn addiction. Yes it was very traumatic to go through something like that, but it doesnt give me the right to bash gays for what my porn addiction did to me and what it made me go through. We are all in the same boat whether you're straight, gay, bi, or transsexual. Lets respect one another and help each other get out of this mess.

 

Once I got into self improvement I began to learn that you don't have to accept the way that you are, you can change for the better, and a lot of our behaviors are influenced while we are at our most vulnerable and naive, but the struggle is trying to figure out what you need to change and what should stay. Given the surge of beta males in our society ad the lack of respect they receive, its no surprise that guys don't want to be seen as feminine. I feel like we have to question the amount of value we place on self acceptance when so much of what we are is the result of so many things outside of our control or direction.