180 Day Warrior Challenge (Updated)

Just relapsed It's been a stressful time with a lot of exams and pressure, and I was really sleep deprived. I'm sad to say that I stretched out the relapsed by M'ing 4 times and I even watched porn. But I think that I've figured out why I relapsed. It really had to do with stress and trying to find comfort in something. Now that I know why I relapsed, I feel that I can try again with a smarter way. When I notice that I'm sleep deprived or that I have a large deal of stress, I will be especially careful of messing up with myself. I'm still committed to taking the little steps each day to becoming stronger in our areas. I'm going on a tinder date this week, and I'm gonna kill it! I have a scholarship application due this Friday, and I'm going to do my best to make it strong.

 

Checking in

 

61 days no PMO, so happy the numbers are increasing.

 

57 days. That's 8 weeks without masturbating, or porn. A couple of nightfalls happened, so I guess that's a good thing. Makes sure I don't sexually implode.
Finished an amazing obstacle course in good time today. The strength and willpower this challenge has given me is very evident.
Keep it going boys (and girl)
The best highs in life are the ones you work for.

 

1St day of my challenge
Had to reset my counter because I had stimulated sexually my brain today with texting.
I organised my phone so it should be better. I spent a lot of time online in front of the computer screen today. I feel something like brain fog or lag. Can't name it properly, I feel not in great shape, it's just a feeling as if I couldn't think straight, I can get angry easily than usual, and my speaking is worse. I hope I will get better and this feelings will change.

 

Day 8... Full day was busy.. Was easy!! ..

 

Im in. Currently been 5 days

 

Greetings all. Just checking in 24 days . So thankful. I see several of your names whenever I check in and read your posts. I know that it is easy to feel alone and without backup, but I see your posta, and you aren't alone! Keep it up

 

Checking in on end of day 20

 

I had just relasped idk why I keep failing but I know I’ll come back stronger i will complete this challenge

 

Every mistake makes you stronger. You learn how not to make same mistake again so eventually you get better.

 

Day 7

 

I had strong urge last night. It was there mostly because I was exhausted. I did kegels in order to channel the excessive sexual energy.
I just realized I am now in uncharted zone - 40+ days, I haven't reach so many before.
Last time I got to 40 I celebrated with M.
Not anymore.

 

62 days who-hooo! And got to do a "fika" yesterday with the girl I like.
"Fika" is a Swedish thing, we do it alot, it´s to have coffe/tea with cookies and sit and chat and relax.
To see her was motivation for me even though I don´t know what she thinks of me.

 

Day 9 ... Success ..

 

Read up on sexual energy transmutation. You're young, now is the time to take full advantage.

 

140/180

 

Thankful for another day!

 

90 days in! Half of the challenge done! I feel great and feel unstoppable right now! I'm so confident that I will get to 180 days without falling. The urges are still there but somewhat controllable.

 

Day 8