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So awful of a mistake

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by VenomV, Nov 7, 2017.

  1. Nov 7, 2017 #1
    VenomV

    VenomV Fapstronaut

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    I was on almost 70 days of no PO, (I struggled some with edging a little in-between) but Was happy I was going so long without O. Fantasies and edging though led me down a bad path of binging out on MO 4 times consecutively after another, It feels horrible, I feel so happy of all the progress I have made, But as a Christian I feel even so much more shame and missing void in me, of the awesome freedom I had been walking in for months. It feels so strange, But I'm starting again. There is no other option but to persevere. But let this be a warning to all of those who dwell on fantasies. They will be your downfall! As a man thinks in his heart so is he, and if you dwell on fantasies, you will inevitable become lost in the entanglement your mind has guided you too. Avoid it now and begin mastering the way you think, distracting yourself from unacceptable relapse causing thoughts. Back to day 2, And this seriously sucks, after being completely confidant I had kicked all of this to the side, and the pain I was medicating with PMO had been healed and dealt with. It is disgusting to me. So I shall begin a new! What else can you do? the only other option is defeat. Of which I will not partake.
     
    VenomV, Nov 7, 2017
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  2. Nov 9, 2017 #2
    DerNeuMann

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    Go for it! New record streak this time!
     
    DerNeuMann, Nov 9, 2017
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  3. Nov 9, 2017 #3
    ILoathePorn

    ILoathePorn Distinguished Fapstronaut

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    Congrats on your 70 days! That is awesome! It took me quite awhile to get the images out of my head. After I had successfully removed those, I started on getting the fantasies out of my head. That was harder and took a lot longer. I can honestly say that the fantasies are now out of my head. If I do happen to start to fantasize, I am unable to focus and keep the fantasy going. It is an awesome feeling. It took me almost a year to get rid of the fantasies. Keep up the great work and never give up! Stay strong!
     
    ILoathePorn, Nov 9, 2017
    ILoathePorn, Nov 9, 2017
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  4. Nov 9, 2017 #4
    WilliamOneAndDone

    WilliamOneAndDone Guest

    @VenomV

    Pain is the price that must be paid.

    Pay it.

    @ILoathePorn

    This aggression will not stand. Man. Smiley emodicon. That's sarcasm by the way, because, in this place, gallows humor is the best humor. But I am with you.

    Gird your loins, boys. And girls.

    The bad news: no easy way out.

    The good news: There is an incredibly fucking hard way out. But, it is a way out. You don't have to stay this way forever.

    Get out.

    Keep going. Porn is not an option.

    Much love.

    Will I AM.
     
    WilliamOneAndDone, Nov 9, 2017
    WilliamOneAndDone, Nov 9, 2017
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  5. Nov 10, 2017 #5
    Nasagy

    Nasagy Fapstronaut

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    Stay strong, don't accept defeat, we all fall sometimes and that's just part of being human. Fail, Fail, Fail and you will eventually win. Ways I avoid PMO is by staying close to this nofab community, I always try to read few success stories daily to remind myself of the rewards. Also, keep yourself busy at all times.
     
    Nasagy, Nov 10, 2017
    Nasagy, Nov 10, 2017
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