[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

God damn, what's wrong with me.

Day 1 , fucking ashamed.

 

Stay strong brotha I know your doing this to gain strenght, be safe and know someone cares as an anonim or human I feel your pain because ive been there , lets make technology which what made us fall, lets make this support to get out and flip this shit around, if you havent fapped right at this time I tell you my positive energy is with you (non-religiously) brotha

 

Nov 9, 2017 Start day for me

 

End of day 4 update

Pissing fucked up

Them I mean like my pee control isnt as good like its becoming a lil bit of a sprayer anough to wipe shit off, dont know if its a symptom of drinking alcohol(which I had (a 40 oz and a shot) er the NoFap thing anyways its unknowing im 25 and remember being 12 shooting the ceiling with piss lol Im sure it will improve just thinking PIED doing this on me but I wont stop not now im comitted to this challenge 30 day cuzin

 

Feeling that curiosity of watching porn help!!!! Motivation please no judging.

Im at my girls pad, I gave her a lil tablet and its not protected for porn I know I could watch some hoes but man dont want to give up, Ive tried to give support to others ,please give me motivation to not feel alone ,she went to sleep and im at living room back of my head thinking (their hot sluts sucking shit) but theyre just pixels NOT REAL and im trying to remember if im not honest to myself this will not stop now like I want.


I guess im just speaking my mind.

Going to say this to motivate me:
The feeling of emptiness I get after jerking to porn as a fucking failure is shit its fucked up, I want to be a real man not a tennage boy ,now its time.

 

10/30
Was at school in the morning, got back home in the afternoons, cooked and watched cartoons, in the evenings I went to mass. Slept early yesterday I was tired.

And cartoons are interesting again, I had stopped watching but my young brother recommended some cartoonwe used to watch together (dragonballs) and now it's interesting again,my entertainment world hadshrinkeddue to pmo but now amregaininginterest in what I used to enjoy

 

Day 5 of 30

Hope to go 90 days then take it from there.

Best done 17 days.

Wish me luck and pray for me!

 

Day 7
Officially one week in. I am not feeling tired as I used too. Not even getting aroused either. A big motivator is being able to say I did 30 days clean and I hate that depressing feeling after you fap where you just feel like such a loser. I don’t want to experience that at all.

 

so you watch girls payed to do something otherwise they wouldnt do. you get aroused. you stroke and cum.you feel empty.you think was that the big deal? just ask yourself is it worth all this struggle, all this mind energy, all this time wasted? this is what i ask myself as well. good luck man

 

So today at work, I got into that drowsy thing where you are kind of dozing off and I noticed that I got a massive boner and was fantasizing about things that I’ve been avoiding mentally and physically since starting NoFap. Anyone else experience this?

 

day one

 

4/30

 

No urges today and I good day overall. I have been struggling with sore legs for the past few days but hopefully I can start exercising again tomorrow.

8 days down, 22 to go.

 

Day 18 Completed onto day 19 - Lets have another awesome day! Literally traveling from the one southern point of South Africa to the most northern boarder of the country. 1500 KM haha Feeling so alive...

Enjoy and good vibrations to all

 

Great share!

 

Day 23 done! Only one week left, guys!!

 

Wooo you got this man!

 

Day 9

Just checking in, another day in the bag I hope, glad to be on this journey with you all!

 

Day 6/30 Done
Shattered, had a trial for my new job in a secondary school which I love today which meant I had to put in 110%
No room for PMO in my life anymore.

 

day 13