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42 days and i m not stopping here.

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by usef Abs, Nov 11, 2017.

  1. usef Abs

    usef Abs Fapstronaut

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    Before starting nofap or abstaining from pmo, i felt weak, unreliable and stupid. My life was a constent running away from responsibilities. Whenever i was stressed, sad, happy, i jerked off. I had no energy i was like a zombie. Being addicted for more than 12 years fucked me up. I remember when my friends said why are you so weak without a personality? Why do you let people bully you? Why do you forget easily? Why do you break promises? Why do you not listen? Why do you take a lot to understand?
    I ignored them, even though they just wanted to help me. They did not know that i was like this because of porn addiction and neither did I. One day something major happened in my life and i was traumatized.
    I started picking myself up. Evaluating my habits and interests in life. It was a fight between myself. A battle everyday. I was my worst enemy. I learned to listen, and from listening i learned to understand. I started reading and focusing more in university because i did not want to be stupid anymore. I havent fed my brain anything but porn. You are literally what you eat and what you read, watch and listen to. I kept losing battles over battle with myself and i made it clear to myself(while i looked in the mirror with tears in my eyes) that i wont lose this war! Since then i stopped for 90 days and relapsed.
    Now i m here 42 days and i haven't felt any better. I feel free and in control. I cant put it in words. Can you explain love? Can you really put the feeling in words?
    All i can say is its worth it. If i can do it, you can.
     
  2. Abdullah.amn

    Abdullah.amn New Fapstronaut

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    great man. well done!!!
     
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  3. nikh

    nikh Fapstronaut

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    Congratulations. This is an inspiring read you got this!
     
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  4. that was motivating as hell man congrats. I was a pushover as well for such a long time and for the longest time I wasn't living I just existed. Even when I got my mental health issues in check and started taking my medication I still had trouble being happy and always felt shitty most of the time. I was a big time porn addict and I never seriously thought about quitting because just like any other addict I would deny that porn was the reason that made me feel so shitty. I saw videos on noFap and I figured I would give it a try and now on my 2nd attempt I'm already at day 74. Once I got past the 30 day mark I knew I could keep going and I would have to say this was the best decision I ever made especially after consuming porn for 15 years.
     
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  5. usef Abs

    usef Abs Fapstronaut

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    thats amazing. It is good to be stronger than this addiction. Goodluck on your journey bro, do not give up or give in.
     
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  6. Hell yeah
     
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  7. fidodo

    fidodo Fapstronaut

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    I really like this quote, good job man. i hope to keep this up!
     
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  8. Congrats on your streak !! Its amazing that you have made a conscious decision !! We are all here for each other so dont worry!! Let there be light !!
     
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  9. Wayne C

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    That's really inspiring to read man. I also went for a good stretch with no PMO before recently running into a rough patch. I keep tripping up and I'm getting frustrated. But reading things like your experience remind me that it can be done. Thanks man.
     
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    Sanny maxwell Fapstronaut

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  11. Jerk Reaction

    Jerk Reaction Fapstronaut

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    Thanks buddy, Stay strong!
     
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