Can drinking alcohol and/or smoking weed mess up your REBOOT

Im 19. PMOing since 11.Made it to day 7 or + the third rime this month.Reboot felt dead until today which was day 7 but I fapped. Had rum ( was not drunk) and weed last Friday because I was at a party. This was the most boring reboot ever, felt shitty and dead- was it the weed, alcohol or both???

Did get a few girls lookin at me though could've easily moved to one, BUT I'll need to wax the shit out of me, coz I got gorilla hair ( shaved in the past and fucked my hair by making it thicker) Or I could hit it from behind with my clothes on and maybe she won't see???

I gave in 4 CVs today at random shops. As soon as I get money I'm going straight to the beauty parlor (NO HOMO) to rid them gorilla ass hairs.

My only motivation is that constant porn and fapping made me go from 'Brave boy I ain't scared of shit, fuck you' to 'scared soft guy'. 90 days of semen retention should bring that masculinity back.

Any NoFap motivation?? I really need some inspiration and motivation for this journey.

 

Was on day 0 today. And I got my ass whooped over a girl by someone who was supposed to be a friend. Guy gave me a sucker punch and my glasses caused my face to be come cut open and leak. He's in the same classes as me. I was gonna whop him back but I didn't because I was scared. If this was back before PMO fucked me in the ass(metaphor) I would have fought back and been a MAN. But 9 years of fukery has made me 'soft'. I need NoFap NOW to get back my MASCULINITY. i'LL HAVE 2 DaYS in the wEEKEND tO CHILL. aND ON DAY 3 oN Monday I shall be ready to whoop him. I cant let this guy get away with damaging me and scarring my face. I'm scarred for life now.

He basically fancied a girl and we saw her and I said 'yo this is the girl you like'. And just to show off in front of her he grabbed me by my neck and I was like 'wtf', pushed me a little then I pushed him back and I said what the fuck are you doing, then the guy punched me and I started leaking by eye left side, where my glasses are because I got cut. I then pushed him away and I said something like 'its like that now, you pussy,fuck you you bitch, pussy'. And the dude ran off and he was in my next class I saw him sat three smiling. I don't even think I'm scared I'm just not feeling manly enough hopefully 3 days NoFap and I'll be ready for my revenge. This guy basically assaulted me for no reason. I deserve justice, I have to whoop him and cut his face also. Now I have a big plaster on my face, my left eye is hurting and a bit swollen. I dont know if its because i'm soft or just PMO is stopping me from getting my justice(hit him back). I did get angry and swear at him so maybe I'm not soft. Maybe I just need NoFap and I'll get that masculine energy back and running. After the incident I called my friends and they asked if they could beat him up for me. I could've got guys to beat him up but- I want to be the one who fucks him up. I want him to die I want to kill this guy.

What do you guys think?

 

Nah you are wrong there. I'm 19 now back when I was age 11 up to age 16, I was fighting people who were stronger than me and bigger than me, and even taller, I was expected to lose. 3 TIMES I've fought people who were x2 or x3 bigger than me, had over 11 fights, I've taken big sucker punches to the chin and never been knocked out, nothing but bruises and swellings after fights.PMO hit me crazy at age 15, worst ever type of porn ,suff that made me want to commit suicide, degrading stuff. And when PMO fucked me up, same year I lost my first fight ever, got hit with a jab to the eye and got a nice juicy swollen, black and blood shot eye. Since then I've been scared to fight a guy who half the size of me, dude was small. Since PMO hit me at 15, I've taken L's, I've been shook 247, even girls. Started PMO at 11 BUT it started to fuk me at 15. And I used to do kickboxing and spar, taken beatings in sparring. Been into boxing since 3. I even SPARRED A FUCKING BODYBUILDER, WHO TAKES UNNATURAL SHIT, I was 16 then. I went toe to toe with him and ate his shots nice, until he upper cutted me and my nose started bleeding.

In high school I ran all the boxing talk, people would come to me for tips in boxing, sparring, defence, foot placement, ring IQ. I used to box also until I got diagnosed with crohs disease and went weak and frail.

You wrong bro. NoFap will bring me back to the WAR and make me even more better. Believe that