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I have now deleted it all. completely.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by enoughnow, Sep 13, 2014.

  1. enoughnow

    enoughnow Fapstronaut

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    Right. As far as I can tell, I am, as of 5 minutes ago, not in posession of any porn whatsoever.

    I do not care what withdrawal symptoms I get.

    I do not want to live a secret double life anymore.
    I do not want to go into my 40s (next January) with a PMO habit.
    I do not want to spend any more sunny afternoons sitting with the blinds closed while the world passes by.

    I do not want to spend the rest of my life feeling uneasy around women because I am trying to avoid staring at their breasts or mentally undressing them.

    Whatever happens, it can't be worse than the above. I have to accept the fact that there will be pain frustration and temptation. I cannot guarantee I won't relapse but I just have to find a way.

    I will start posting in the journal section as of today.
     
  2. Jofy

    Jofy Fapstronaut

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    Hey Enougth

    Great move. becuse without commitment its too easy to allow a foothold for the mind to slide back into old habits. I tried quitting porn and jacking off last month but u kept a secret stash of porn just in case i decided NoFap didn't work out I didn't use it just kept it in case. I guess you know where the stories going I managed 11 days got stressed over something and hit the stash. Then I had to sit and review what did i want out of my life and the simple answer is I didn't want Porn in my life I took the step to reformat my drive so I been journeying on for 13 day's having avoided porn and jacking. Yeah I wish I could a sure you that its been a cake walk but i wont insult your intelligence by lying to you. There's been some struggles but not having the easy access to crap put a step into the process and allows just a enough time to stop and ask myself what the heck an I doing and do I really want to go back there. Sorry I waffling on about stuff you probably know just wanted to encourage you as you walk the road.

    Joe.
     
  3. enoughnow

    enoughnow Fapstronaut

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    Yes, I was keeping some back as well and managed to keep it for a few days without looking at it. But I learned from other people's posts that I was just making excuses to myself.
     
  4. monkotto

    monkotto Fapstronaut

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    this is the right attitude. good luck.
     
  5. jmark

    jmark Banned

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    Good on ya, mate! This is the right decision. Time to man up. Men don't masturbate. You're gonna be 40!
     

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