Hello, Im Daniel and i came here in need of help to abstain from my addiction

I don't know how bad my addiction is, i've been jacking off to porn since i was 14 years old and haven't stopped since.

I have a beautiful girlfriend who i live with and i still jack off behind her back to porn, i usually do it 2x a day i'm not proud but porn is amazing when i find the right videos. I even tried to convince my girlfriend to film a porno with me... she hates it, all of it.

I've been feeling numb and stupid ever since i started masturbating to the point that i only just realised that now after all these years of masturbation.

All the negative side affects that everyone hates about me comes from masturbating to porn, e.g Anti Social, moody, no motivation in life so on.

My every day feels like a loop and whats sad about it is that i'm too lazy and not strong enough to let go of this shit even though i want to.

I have been researching and found a few tricks to stop the urges like one is when you think about porn and you are tempted to rub one out one of the best things is to pull out your phone and play a game to distract you or think/watch something really sad to put you off.

i'm amazed by everyone's stories after rebooting which is one of the reasons why i wanna be here and get help from you guys who have accomplished this.

i feel like porn is killing my life in every aspect.

I literally feel like a dead man walking

 

Thank you for directing me, i'm going to check that place out and congrats on your day count! seems like a really big achievement to me