I relapsed before I was even 24 hours in. I'm so disappointed in myself. So I am restarting again today, day 0.
1/7 im in it 2 win it lol.....erthangs go n great .....the opportunity 2 even b apart of sumthin so great is enough to keep me motivated...thanks guys ..stay strong
Reporting in. Playing Swtor to pass time during weekend. Nice. Hope you guys are well. I know its gonna be tough urges ahead. But I feel im prepped for this. This is day5. Two more nights.
Somebody give me a support. I'm going through the first day. I had to start few times. Now it's been almost half a day.. Now in control. Not sure if I could control.
Failed. What a fucking joke. Close to tears. It's just so fucking deep in my inside me. I feel hopeless. Guys don't give in like me. I'm old and it's just gotten so bad for me. Don't let this shit take over you like it has me all these years.