[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day SEVEN of FOURTEEN. Today was different. I could better understand my body. I've realized in a physical way that my urge to PMO comes from the desire to be loved. PMO has brought so much pain into my life. Today I acted in sobriety but it's a constant fight to stay humble. Its safe to say their is a power, a greater force that is helping me on this journey.

 

Sorry missed posting last three days 11/14 done!

 

Day 6/14 done

 

Completed 7 days challenge and I'm on day 9 , but want to do this 14 days challenge as day 0. Wish me luck

 

Checking in again.

Day 13/14.

 

Day one complete.

 

Day 1 of 14. Things are going good so far in the ReBoot. No relapses or urges so far, have been keeping my brain busy with other stuff, getting rewired paths to good stuff!

 

Day 4

Feeling very happy. I was kind of busy today, and was outside the home ... So no urges.
I wish the best days would continued.

 

Day 1
Had a little urge but managed to overcome it

 

keep overcoming those urges, here is to more of that and more energy!
Day 3 of 14

 

Day 9

 

Day 7/14

 

2/14
Feels like forever.

 

Day 10,

I think I killed my libido lol.

 

Day 5.

Surprisingly emotionally stable. I can do this. It helps to be overworked hah. But schedule eases up next week. And I know idle hours can be difficult, so I will prepare and not default into bad ways.

 

Day 3/14 Done

 

Day 1

 

2 days done

 

Last night I got home at about 2am after seeing a friends band play.

I PMO's as soon as I got home before going to bed.

My girlfriend woke me up a few hours later and told me I was masturbating in my sleep. (I have no memory of this).

We spoke for about an hour. She went to bed. I got up and PMO'd.

I woke in the morning super tired PMO'd

After a few hours of unproductive bumming around the house I PMO'd again.

Everyday I'll tell myself I;m going to quit. I'm wasting my life with this shit. This has got to stop.

Today I'll start this 14 day challenge.

See you tomorrow.

 

P : 8 Days
M : 8 Days
Sm : 0 Day...
Sb : 3 Day...

Top Record :
P : 12 Day - Fail 7
M : 12 Day - Fail 7
Sm : 2 Day... - Fail 6
Sb : 4 Day... - Fail 9

REWARD at Day 8th : RAMEN & LUP LUP... Yummy... (1 times only).... Tonight Let's Grab it! --- I Got it!!!!
REWARD at Day 13th : Print you blog epub ---- New
REWARD at Day 15th : Travel by 200K, you can go to DUFAN, Watching Movie, or go to Center of Java by Train, absolutely for you! FUN!!!! Or ask your wife for self treatment...
REWARD at Day 22nd : 500K Just for Free!!! For your FREEdom! You can buy game station, you can go to outbond place, you can sleep on the Hotel! One of them available for your NEW Life!!!! You can print your Blog!!!

Yeah, continue counting the day, with dzikrullah & riyadhoh therapy
I Back! I still good