[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Lets do this Day 0

 

Just starting out day 0

 

Second day complete. Noticing some intensity in mood, easy to anger... Going to keep up exercise.

 

Day 10

After a weird couple of days of maybe egotism or denial, I'm taking this seriously again. I know if I break now I'll binge, and fuck knows how long I'll disappear for - it could easily be months. I don't do moderation well.
Came close to going on social media with the underlying intention of searching for pics of women today (bad news, I know), but then at the last minute a couple of questions popped into my head.
The first was: "who does this serve?"
The second: "how does this serve them?"
It stopped me in my tracks.
So now it's my mantra for every time I'm tempted to use.

 

Day 5!!!!

 

Day 3

 

Day 5

 

Day 7 two good days in a row.

 

Day 7

 

Completed day 19/90. Still going.

 

Day 4 completed ...

 

Day 1 checkin

 

Day 17- Yes! It's Friday.

 

Day 11 completed .
Had urges to edge and my brain was rationalizing hard to convince me but I managed to resist because I know its the beginning of urges for porn... instead I took my first cold shower for ages. It worked and the urges were gone !! Also realise that urges come when I'm too lazy to do staff or just chillin. Good to be aware of it.
Gym performance is just amazing...new PRs in almost every area. Also Eye contact and confidence are increasing every day up to now
So stay strong bros! It is definitely worth it!

 

Ok, I relapsed, so again Day 1/90!

 

Day #39

 

Day 6 , still in game

 

Day 6 checking in!!!!

 

Day 0

 

Day 7