70 days and moving forward!

70 days... The longest and toughest 70 days of my life. This journey is only starting and the results are worth every pain I've gone through. P is a first class ticket to hell. I'm thankful to God that he dragged me out.

Benefits so far:

-calmer disposition: my thoughts don't bother me as much anymore

-former images/videos fading. They only show when i think too hard

-better erections

-genuine happiness around people

-P induced images and thoughts are still there but seem to be fading. I have to learn to not bait myself into remembering them when i think too hard.

We grow stronger each day. If you aee reading this and are early in your reboot, take courage! Keep going, keep living, keep praying/meditating, keep talking to people and start loving yourself and those around you!

It will get better!

 

Thanks bud! It's not easy, but we have to keep moving forward!

 

It won' be easy... even now there are still lingering remnants of the P and P induced images and thoughts. But it does get better! Your mind has to go through the withdrawal process in order for it to heal. It's worth it so stick with it!

 

The greatest benefit is peace! There's still some left hooks and uppercuts from anxiety but it has lessened. You also get better at telling yourself that your brain is playing tricks on you (The brain is quite good at lying to you). It's not easy but with a good support system, it is better.