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A new attempt at a journey.

Discussion in 'Off-topic Discussion' started by CasualMe95, Sep 20, 2014.

  1. Sep 20, 2014 #1
    CasualMe95

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    Day 1-14: So yea. Since I have a job now my first 2 weeks have been pretty easy. Last sunday (day 8) I were very close to a relapse but I made it clear for myself that this isn't the way I'm gonna be going in. Note. I reset the counter if I intentionally Fap to orgasm. Or when I intentionally watch a porn clip.
    But yea. I feel a little bit like my sensitivity is coming back and yday I felt more in control over myself. More steady eye contact etc.
    Not bad for only 14 days in.

    Day 15-30: Deeper voice discovered. Stronger and more steady eye contact. No problem gazing into anyones eyes. That would freak me out before. Whenever I lock eyes with a beautiful woman I am the one to look away last. Sometimes even a few seconds in. More desire for real sex. Better at handling myself. Much unfamiliar body and brain activity/ changing. I feel somehow like I'm in a flarline. No urges, no desire to watch porn or fap. But I am constantly thinking about sex. And when I see a really attractive girl I almost feel like I wanna fuck her (how would she be in bed). Messes me up but I'm guessing its a part of the reboot.
     
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  2. Sep 20, 2014 #2
    Jofy

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    Hey causal.

    Know it's really easy to tell you we're standing with you and to be encouraged. Cos you know that its not new info but critically important. But I really want to thankyou for be a real man standing up and telling the truth that you feel like crap but your not giving up. Self esteam is imortant but honesty is critical and at the risk of being cheasy thanks for being a role model a real hero. Thanks trusting that things wwill improve, walk on mate.
    joe
     
    Jofy, Sep 20, 2014
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  3. Sep 29, 2014 #3
    napionder

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    Replied in the wrong thread.
     
    napionder, Sep 29, 2014
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  4. Nov 9, 2014 #4
    CasualMe95

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    Today I had a full blown relapse and now I am deciding to live in celibate until new year and then we'll see what happens.

    But I am pretty sure I'm not gonna post any more progress words etc.

    If anyone wants suggestions and someone to talk to i'm always here but I am only going with a counter now. Just to keep track.
     
    CasualMe95, Nov 9, 2014
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