The Journey of a Broke man who achieve the Manliness

In this Thread, I just want to talk about the lessons on everyday struggle of our rebooting. You can comment here what struggle you had faced and what lesson you had learned. It maybe good times or bad times but I/We really want to know what you got today. Time to post your daily life lessons and adivces to help each other to reboot.

This is my lesson today.
I got relapse because I am alone in the house and I'm watching some anime that triggered the demon inside in my brain. I've learned that I should do the important things than using computer alone. And I should not let myself Isolated again because it can trigger me to PMO again.

Now it's your turn.

 

Good point @BrowneyedBri . We come to PMO because we are in not in our comfort zone. The quality of man was tested on his stress time. We should face the reality even it is painful and we should not let our brain take PMo for brief satisfaction. The only thing we shouldn't waste is our time living on this world.

 

I don't know if today is a good day or a bad day, or maybe both...
Having a great time alone with yourself is a great feeling, the mixed feeling of guilt, ashamed, life purpose searching and etc. I've learned today that because of PMO, maybe we have a time alone but not for ourselves but just for a short time pleasure. We should use our limited time for helping ourselves and for the good of other people. Meditating on the beautiful creatures and the nature make us calm and make our mind have inner peace. Having a good time with yourself (Not PMO) can mirror your own self to check if there is a dirt that you didn't see.

 

Day 2, just another day to die hard. Hahaha. Having meditating near the seashore is really make me calm. But I think I'm too much alone, I getting creepy and weird. But I don't care hahaha. I need enough time to mirror myself so I can see the purpose of my life.

 

After a few days without writting a journal and having a different mood swings I've learned that depression and anxiety, the negative mindset and negative thoughts are just someone who always knocks the door in our mind but we always let him in. So the effect is very terrible. We should not let the Devil enter the house of our mind so it will be clean.

 

Making a big changes is not so easy and breaking the old one is not soft. Taking up a first step to make a new hobby and improvements in my life. I learned today that Life is Pain and Pain is Joy.

 

In school we just have a party. A Departmental Party. All I can say that this is a environmental trigger. The flashback clips of P in my mind, girls who doesn't care that their clothes are so thin and short and the sex jokes of the MC. I really need to fight.