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How I have improved but still having some issues(+ a question)

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Zntrix, Dec 15, 2017.

  1. Zntrix

    Zntrix Fapstronaut

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    Hello there

    End September I joined NoFap and quit porn, and it has been a rough ride, but getting this far, I definitely feel improvements. (haven't watched/looked at any (sub-)porn since)

    And eventually I stopped missing it, I also don't feel the need to search it up anymore. I also don't feel attracted to fictional characters anymore and those "hot babes" I used to search for.

    I also started to look differently to people, I am beginning to see them as people instead of objects.

    But...it's not over, my fantasies are far less detailed and I don't see whole scenes in my head anymore but I still cannot forget about concepts/scenario's in my head, basically making up one instead. This still happens when I am alone or am bored. when that happens it's not with much detail (what the people I make up look like and such, but more the acts themselves). And my fetishes, some are almost gone, others not so much.

    But here is my question: Will what I Have described above disappear? or is it like a scar and have to learn how to deal with this for the rest of my life?

    My journey is far from over but wanted to share this anyways.

    Zntrix

    Edit: grammar mistakes
     
    Last edited: Dec 16, 2017
  2. Zntrix

    Zntrix Fapstronaut

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    Thanks, thinking about what you said made me realise that.
    But it still feels like they are influenced by the stuff i've watched/seen. Just wondering if that will be undone eventually
     

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