[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

So what's the next challenge after this.. Am feeling like I can do anything right now lol

 

Day 20/30

felt extremely positive today, no urges and enjoying this peaceful moment of life when everything seems perfect

 

Day 22/30

 

13/30

 

Day 6

Are there any survivors out there?

There is hope, hope for a better life.

 

Love the enthusiasm, I too have this gut feeling that my quest will end here no turning back.

 

18/30

 

boom! 7/30

 

Day 19:
I achieved my main objectives of the day. I will catch up tomorrow with the rest.

I notice that I get use to be naturally tired around 8pm which is a relief to know now that I don't have to be afraid to go to bed and wondering sometimes for hours when I am gonna fall asleep.

However, it is a bit harder to work on my projects after that time. I took a nap for 10min today and it seems to be efficient enough to give me 2-3h more of productivity. Probably slower than in the morning but still productive.

I am also glad that my friends are thrilled to take a part in my photo expo project. I start to feel like a leader and I am always listening to their advices.
This project helps me a lot to channel my energy to better things.

 

Day 3 - No PMO
I feel very tired during these days, but I'm doing my best to study for the exams and that's definitely a good thing.

 

26 days, getting close...
@2525 thanks for your challenges they’ve been my guide!!

 

27/30. 3 more to go.

 

Day 20 of 30. 2/3 of the way there.

 

... day 10 (1/3 done) ...

 

Day 8 & 9, was Traveling to the North West. On holiday now, being home will help with the urges!!!

 

0/30. Disappointed in myself for giving into MO. Definitely not worth it and I regretted right away afterwards. It definitely didn't live up to my expectations. On the bright side, I am proud of myself for going a total of one month without PMO. By far the longest period in my life. Also P no longer has control of me anymore as I have no desire view it! Going this long has made me even more resolved and determined that I can go even further and truly live a life free of PMO. I experienced the amazing benefits of a PMO free life for a month and I want more of that! I'm not going back again!

 

19/30 down. 12 days to go. Hitting a point where I feel like I’ve gone so far that the rest seems so easy. What will not be easy is tricking myself that this is just the beginning and not the end goal.

 

Day 3

 

Today I will be going on day 24. It' 4 in the morning and I can't sleep. God let the power of your grace strengthen me to not give into the desires of the flesh.

 

Day 1 of 30 Well things are going good, talking about positive things with my wife. She is still doing her research on how all this effects the wife of a online porn user, and if you can save a marriage. Looks like we are in for saving what we have, she comes back to me from CA. after taking care of her son who had surgery. This time away from her has let me see just how much she means to me, and how I almost pushed her out of my life forever. As for me no nudges, no urges, I'm liking that, but I know I can not let my guard down, I avoid the big stress that can creep into my life (stress is my trigger) that helps make things easier. Tomorrow I am setting up a nice surprise for her, picking her up at the airport, with a single red rose in my hand, the other 11 will be in our bedroom when we get home.
*24 days free