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Sissification is the End of the Road For Me

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Yoojung Paik, May 30, 2017.

  1. Glad to see so many with this terrible issue developing high day counts.

    I've read these stories with a certain horror - because I've seen myself escalate genres in porn.

    In AA, we're taught not to say that our drinking hadn't led us to a specific horrible thing. We could only say that we hadn't been there YET - because any horrible thing was one drink away.

    I haven't done sissy porn - yet - but the ladyboy porn has a strong attraction for me. So this is probably waiting for me if I relapse.
     
  2. witcher007

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    Hahah..no..it s video game that I played that day "witcher
     
  3. I bet when you stop playing this game (and other like this) your urges for porn will become much less or even disappear completely!
    This game is full of witchcraft, and porn and witchcraft are walking together.
     
  4. witcher007

    witcher007 Fapstronaut

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    No...doesn't play it long time now..but urges are still here..when I play I dont have urges because I m not bored. Also I train alot, work alot, pray alot..so... i know what you mean..but... it is not my trigger
     
  5. Well pfieuw, I'm glad to hear that :)
    But for myself, I've left this sort of games for good.
     
  6. witcher007

    witcher007 Fapstronaut

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    I have time for playing games like 15minutes in one month. So, games are not the thing that can resolve problem.so you are completely wrong when you say that urges for porn will be lesser or dissappear.
     
  7. witcher007

    witcher007 Fapstronaut

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    Ok
    .that's you. I m glad. Not in my case. I wish that is the case..then it would be easy haha
     
  8. Well, I left that sort of games behind me and I feel free nowadays :)
     
  9. Yoojung Paik

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    Just checking back in. Seems like I missed a lot of posts since my last one.
    I've done a lot of improvement. I have gone through so much shame and conditioning myself to reject this type of porn that my mind created a sort of defense when I have the urge. I look at sissy porn and the thing that my mind is littered with is guilt and the reminder that this is not what I want, and how I will regret it afterwards, how I'm not really enjoying it, etc.

    How is everyone else doing?
     
  10. Porn Killer

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    Day 17, urges growing, body doing weird crap (withdraw and healing), emotions all over the place, but considering all that not to bad
     
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  11. Thank you for posting this story. I can relate on many levels.
     
  12. Yea I'm with that. I know its not what I want so that helps me to get over cravings, even if they're insanely powerful. Sometimes my mind reverts back to regular lusting and I just wanna see some tits lmao but that's so deranged to me. I'll be at the gym checking out these beautiful women and feeling so guilty about it. I just know I have to get out of this mind set ASAP. It's definitely challenging though. Stay strong you guys!
     
  13. Jackb97

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    Not gay BTW.
    Dont fap and get to the gym.
    You cant be a sissy if you're Hench.
    That'd just look stupid.
     
  14. Not to be discouraging but their is this ripped ass mother fucker at my gym who comes in sporting a dress sometimes. Lmao
     
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    Sounds like quite the sight.
     
  16. Hi, glad to see you back.
    I'm doing fine :) Just keep on going and be determined. The Lord is helping me.
     
  17. Yoojung Paik

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    Glad to hear you're getting onto the right path!
    It hit me when I re-realized the beauty of the female body. I mean, truly, just being excruciatingly turned on by women. I know this is nofap, where we try not to indulge in porn, but this was truly a step out of the deep hole sissification has sent me down. I'm back to my old self, where if I want to look at porn, I will automatically and instinctively search for straight porn. It just takes a while abstaining from this deep fantasy world and spending more hours in reality to simply reboot.

    I hope everyone else is doing great!
     
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  18. I'm glad you are doing better.

    But.... isn't that where you started, and you ended up making the first post in this thread? If you can avoid that shit forever, good for you. But: This may not end well, is all I'm saying.

    The only thing that stops me from PMOing right now is the fear of escalating into a genre as you did. Right now, such stuff does not appeal to me at all - but if I start up again, who knows?
     
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  19. My facebook feed keeps showing random ass hot girls half naked and I'm so tempted every time to go watch porn. Like I'm trying to rationalize, it's okay if you just watch regular porn. Today honestly I've want to fap something fierce, and being so sore and generally uncomfortable from blue balls isn't helping... Fuck!
     
  20. Social media isn't good for many of us here. You may want to leave Facebook alone for a while.
     
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