One day shy of 100, had to reset counter

Not to be rude, but how did you fuck up a 950+ streak??? I know I would be PISSED if I blew that. Heck, I'd probably just give up on myself after that.

- STAY DETERMINED

 

your doing good work, as long as you don't binge you should still retain much of the benefit from your streak. i just blew my first streak, which was only 26 days. just got to remember what kept you going all the days in the first place.

 

Great work for being honest about it. Progress not perfection. The good thing is you stick with the plan and commitment you made to yourself.

 

Nicely done Jack. Your report is brimming with the confidence and wisdom that comes with overcoming your addiction. You have inspired me.

 

I agree with David, the confidence that is evident in your post is amazing. I think the fact that your not allowing yourself to feel shame about this probably shows where your at in your journey. Thanks for the courage to post.

 

Totally agree with those two, your determination and general attitude are really inspiring. You can and will surpass any goals you could possibly imagine Just always hold on to two things:
1) The shame you felt when you relapsed
2) The pride you feel when you resist the urges
Remember the difference between those two feelings and the difference between what causes you to feel them and you will get through this. I believe in you.

 

Deth, FANTASTIC comment you made: Never forget the shame of the relapse. I had a couple of resets....but one relapse....and I felt so ashamed. As time marches on and the relapse grows smaller in the rear view mirror, there is a tendency to forget.

Thank you for the reminder!

 

Yikes, you really are an inspiration. i have gone 21 days and relapsed this morning. feel so tempted to binge right now. This is the hardest part. the grinding depression after breaking a streak, then hit by another wave of lust