365 days without porn... (New Account)

Thanks man! I'll never ever go back! And good luck to you in quitting! It must be a lot tougher than when I quit because I quit before I even really got addicted! But good luck!

 

Thank you! That's the whole goal. In 5 years, I want to be doing it instead of watching people do it! A real girl is so much better than pixels I bet!

 

Day Twenty-Three:
5 days strong! This is getting tough, so tonight I will probably end up fapping, but not tomorrow night, I'll be away again. I don't want to torture myself tomorrow night, and my whole goal is to fap 1-2 times a week, getting less over time (which it has). The process is gradual, but it's happening.

 

Days Twenty-Four and Twenty-Five:
I had a fun weekend. I got to ski and then I watched that wild patriots game. Lol such a good game. I did end up fapping yesterday but now I'm pretty good. I'm MUCH better at controlling it, as to when it's appropriate. My current goal is 11 faps in the 33 days from Thanksgiving to Christmas. I'm at 8 now, and I already know the days when I would fap. The first is either tonight or tomorrow night, the second is Wednesday afternoon, and the last is Friday night, and there's a chance I could be forced to go 8 days without fapping afterwards! It's either 4 or 8. But, I'm thinking in the present now, and I'm thinking about how to get through the start of this week though, because it's always tough. And whenever I stay up until midnight fapping, I pay for it the next day, I pay for it.

 

Day Twenty-Six:
Fapped last night, and then I paid for it big time! Not again tonight! Had a bad Monday, but it'll be the last one of them. I have a long day tomorrow but after that, I'm fine. 3 days of school, then vacation! Fun!

 

Days Twenty-Seven And Twenty-Eight:
Yesterday was pretty normal but I was at school until 9:30 lol I was tired. Today was a good day. Things are getting better. Only bad thing is, I fapped and was immediately dissapointed, again.

 

Day Twenty-Nine:
Closing in on the end now. Another great day in the books. Last day before Christmas break tomorrow. Should be fun.

 

Day Thirty:
One month down! Yay! 3 more days until I'm through another nofap season. I had a good day at school today. To think that the progress I made popularity, friend, and girlwise at school in the 26 days since Thanksgiving Break ended, it's huge. The girl I like, we're good friends now. The most popular boy in my grade, kinda respects me now. I tell a joke, people laugh. Part of this is because my social skills are improving but I have no doubt nofap worked it's magic in there. Anyways, with 3 days left the homestretch is upon us, and it's the most important 3 days (well maybe 2 or 2 1/2) of all, it's the test. Loving life, on vacation. Catch you all tomorrow night. Merry Christmas Eve Eve Eve!

 

Thanks lol.

 

Day Thirty-One:
Hmm not a great Christmas Eve Eve. Urges were everywhere after I fapped at like 12:30 in the morning (last one until after this is done I promise). Anyways, I helped get ready for tomorrow, and had a quiet boring day. But I'm sure Christmas Eve will be better, and there's more football tomorrow too.

 

Day Thirty-Two:
Merry Christmas fellow fapstronauts! Today was a great Christmas Eve with the family. And the Patriots won too which is great (sorry Bills fans lol). It never felt like Christmas Eve, but still it was good. Remember my Elf On The Shelf? Well, I had to say goodbye to him today, even though I don't really believe in Santa anymore it was still harder than I thought. I'm sad that it's almost over, but then again, it's not over. 1 day left.

 

Day Thirty-Three:
Merry Christmas everyone! Hope everyone had a wonderful day! I sure did! I got a lot of the stuff I wanted! But now, it's getting close to midnight, which means that it's almost over. I just want to thank everyone for helping me out. I did some amazing things in the last 33 days that I wouldn't have done without you guys or my elf on the shelf, I also like to thank him. Although he's not truly real, my belief in him last year made all of this possible. So thanks to him. And my final record: 11 faps in 33 days, 1 in 3, eclipsing my 16 faps in 32 days last year. Next year I will go for 1 in 4 days (unfortunately, next year's holidays are 34 days long and 4 isn't divisible by 34 but I'll figure it out). So, I may fap and fap a lot until November 22, 2018 rolls around but, porn, will NEVER reenter my life. So you guys may see me on Thanksgiving, at the start of Lent (February 14), or maybe tomorrow.... I'm not sure yet, but, I'll be back, I promise.

 

Day Thirty-Four:
I'm back! Couldn't forget the Twelve Days Of Christmas, so I'm back until at least January 6th. However I'm gonna be more leniant these 12 days. I'll see what happens when I go like normal and don't follow only go once in three days, but only when I feel like it. It's a good step in measuring self control. Tonight I can fap. But then, I'm away until Saturday night! So 4 nofap days! Again! Yay!

 

Days Thirty-Five And Thirty-Six:
So Tuesday night I only ended up fapping twice (I thought I'd hit four) because I passed out lol. Yesterday I went to Vermont to go skiing, staying until Saturday. And it was fun yesterday but it was cold. Today it was too cold to ski. The most important and relevant thing to nofap that happened in the last 2 days was I had my first wet dream in almost 2 years this morning and I woke up during it. Unfortunately, I didn't pack any underwear, I only have the pair that got ruined, and you know what that means. (Oddly enough I remember saying Tuesday night, "Oh I'll be fine without spare underwear", but I had a bad feeling and ignored it. And this wet dream wasn't even good! I had just teleported out of history class, onto a street by the beach (with no cars of course) and then I just came! It was random! Now I'm scared that tonight it'll happen again all over my new pants! It sucks a lot but, hey, when you go almost 5 weeks fapping only every third day it's gonna start happening again. Sorry about the long post lol, I just found this all kinda funny and ironic lol, this is one of "those" stories haha.

 

Day Thirty-Seven:
The magic is back! I felt really good today! I can feel the progress I've made. I still have no underwear though lol, I'll be home tomorrow night so one more day to put up with it. No wet dream last night thankfully. Hopefully tomorrow I can keep on rolling smoothly.