[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

@2525 Day 1!!!!

 

Day 17

 

Merry Christmas everyone! Day 4 complete.

 

Day 4 is done

 

Starting today - DAY 0.

 

Day 1

Smooth Sailing.

 

Day 22 completed... Feeling alone... Feels like I don't have friends...

 

You have the whole community here !! You're not alone my friend !!

 

Day 1 of the 90 Day NoFap Challenge! Can't wait to tell my fiance my challenge/goal. She's going to be extremely proud of me. She's my #1 supporter / challenge.

 

18/90 Check in!

 

Day 3/90

Pressed panic button several times

 

29 Days done

 

Day 24 check in

 

Count me in!!!

 

Count me in!!!

 

So I had a full relapse yesterday after what was a good and fantastic Christmas day enjoying time with family. Later at night, I decided to "reward" myself with porn. How crazy is that? I am not feeling too bad about the relapse. I have forgiven myself and learned another valuable lesson.
I feel however that the 90 day challenge may be daunting. There seems to be a disqualifying belief within me that I can not make 90 days. I am not sure whether its counting the days that is giving me pressure or need to set smaller goals.
I will give the 90 day challenge one last go and employ a different strategy. I will also give the counter one last try. I feel like the counter makes me fear a relapse and creates so much pressure. I used to use a calendar system and excel worksheet where there was less pressure though I became lax in the end.

 

Day 2 complete... and boy oh boy its not getting any easier when it comes to bedtime (usually the time i get most turned on)

 

I am at Day 0. This is my first day I join nofap.

 

Day 2 of 90

I am persistent in this challenge. I will not let my guard down, I will stay Christian and humble

 

Day 24 - Hope you're all doing good. I feel a bit pressured and tired, because I have things to do, but want to just relax a day. I hope I find some restful hours today. #freedom