1 year no pmo

Wow....i made it this far ...i still cant believe it ....its so good to achieve your dreams
What seemed imposible ,now happend. Many may think its not a big deal ,but in my eyes is great ...becouse i know how hard it was to get it .Thank you everyone who was supporting me in my journey.
So...this is my story...
I was heavy porn user for 25 years.Masturbating almost every day ...often twice a day , up to 5 times a day.For 20 years my best streak was 20 days made once only under stressful circumstances....i mean everyone in my situation would have done it . I made 12 days handful of times in 20 years.Normaly i would do 2-3 days streak...rarely up to week.
I used services of hookers sometimes but overall i didnt like it.My favourite activity was fapping for hours ,PMO -ing ,and this ruined all the friendships i had ,becouse i didnt have time for anybody ,and i wanted to fap in peace. It seemed imposible to go longer than a week no fapping and i didnt believe i can. 10 years ago i read in a magazine for some guy ,who did 1 year no pmo and i was truly impressed.I was sure by that time ,that he didnt have urges at all...or maybe very mild ones. Now i see that i was wrong.
Many times i gave up fighting M ,but i was feeling dirty and unhappy , so i fight for another 2-3 days.I was so unconfident to stop that I promised to myself to fap right before my sleep.5 years ago i started slowly to increase my streaks and made it 68 days...i was so proud of myself....and last year i made it to 132 days. I was stronger mentally even than now...but i see now that its not important to be strong mentally,rather than diverting your thoughts in time . It was the hardest thing to relapse after 132 days , but it teached me to be more careful now and to avoid sexual thoughts on any cost and very fast .
The main benefits i have ..is huge amount of energy..,lots and lots of free time ,i look younger than years ago and i live cleaner and happier,.I wish this streak happend years ago , becouse i know that even if i stupedly relapsed ,i would definetly want to go back here and be the best version of myself.
I would recomend the movie '' Thanks for sharing'' with Mark Ruffalo and Tim Robbins .The best inspirational movie for me .It is right on the topic .Dont forget to close your eyes on the hot scenes.

Best weapons for me is daily prayers and going to bed early.

Good luck to everyone and have a remarkable year 2018.
Feel free to ask me anything.. i will be glad to help if i can

 

Thank you @Dr.Jekyll .Happy New Year to you... !! Iwish you success in every way!!

You can do it @Uphillfighter22 believe in youself and take action.

thank you @fapstraunaut90 ....happy new year....keep going man...you can do it!!

Thank you @Robbiebob ..Happy new year 2018 to you ...wish you all the best and my prayers is with you too

Thank you @Former_CD you also keep strong and achieve your goals if you havnt already

Thank you @rishi123 Happy New Year !!! ...you can do it ...i believe in you

Thank you @Eleanor ...stay on the horse and make a history!!

 

That's awesome, Congratulations and good work! keep going, all the best

 

5times a day? damm

 

Wow man @chris1978 thanks for sharing your story & inspiring me, so happy for you!! Cheers & keep going!! Its a huge achievement to be able to abstain from pmo for 1 year after getting addicted for 25 yrs of life.. Thanks again my friend !!