can porn everyday for around a year and a half create gay thoughts when they weren’t there before.

Hey I’m 15 guess a little weird to be on this forum but I’m kinda confused for about 3 weeks to a month now.
I’ve always watched straight porn just pretty normal stuff I started watching maybe summer going into highschool.
After a couple months I discovered I liked sort of kinky stuff like watching girls to crazy anal things and such and about maybe last year I had no urge to jerk off for about a week until I made myself do it to get out of my funk. So about summer rolls around and I’m in a hotel for vacation and I notice when I go into the bathroom to start watching porn I can not get hard or at least at hard as I normally can. But I remember the video being pretty hot yet very normal and straight. So I couldn’t get hard for another day or two so I stopped for a couple days then went back to it. After that it started happening more frequently maybe once a month I couldn’t get hard for around 3 days to a week. So I would always start to watch kinkier and kinkier stuff to get my erection. This went on from summer to halfway through sophomore year( sophomore year is current to me right now) Today I can barely any stimulation at all without touching my penis, I can tell that the women in the videos are really hot but can’t get hard. So it’s been maybe a week and I start to wonder if I’m gay, I have always liked women and have always been very turned on by them, I have gone so far as multiple times while jerking off watching porn thinking to myself I can’t be gay cuz this is so great I love it. but I tested myself with gay porn and didn’t get much out of it except at the end a tiny rise of my penis barely any but it freaked me out so bad. Anyway fast forward like 2 weeks to present time and I’ve thought that I’m bi for a little bit then I think of what being bi really means and it kinda weirds me out. I watched gay porn again and didn’t eat hard at all then I did again maybe a week after that and noticed my penis get a tiny bit hard then I Ended up jerking off to a gif of a penis because I got a little more than halfway hard and I was so confused. Can anyone relate or tell their story please I’m in a terrible headspace and it is really fucking me up right now and by the way I’ve been smoking pot for a while now but I really don’t think this has any effect but I’m gonna try the NoFap thing for at least 40 days

 

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