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Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Sep 28, 2014.

  1. Sep 28, 2014 #1
    Deleted Account

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    Well now i am at a total loss.. I don't feel bad at the moment just relieved and relaxed, i know that will disappaear and i feel that there is no point in resisting right now. I am not sure why maybe my mind is playing tricks on me or something, just at this particular moment i feel hey buddy it is okay to fail your words and i don't like it!!

    I feel like i have failed a lot.. failed a lot with this addiction.. i am mad yet i am very sad. This shit got me hooked and i am only 19!! I don't want to be trapped, I don't want to be stuck at the PC, I want to take responsibility and go and get laid or do something else besides this.

    Motivation and inspiration right now is at a total distress. I am aware that it is bad yet i am sick of judging who i am because of it. Like because you masturbate and give in to porn you are a bad person and feel guilt about it aswell as very bad about yourself.

    That has been inprinted since i was 16 and i have been trying back and forth even then, still i am here.

    Help me out! What the hell am i supposed to do, how do i find the motivation i haven't found for several years..

    Share some stories, ideas or something, so i can wake up and have something to look forward to at the end of this inevitably very dark tunnel, i am having a hard time seeing lights or a light in the tunnel.
     
    Deleted Account, Sep 28, 2014
    Deleted Account, Sep 28, 2014
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  2. Sep 28, 2014 #2
    Betterman92

    Betterman92 Fapstronaut

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    I'm 22. Been free of it for about a year now. Having some hard times that are (might be) unrelated to Nofap, but regardless...

    The benefits are huge my friend. You're 19 years old. Probably haven't started anything too serious in your life. You've got time to fix mistakes. Time to catch up with ladies, get with ladies, break up with ladies, what have you. You can do it bud.

    I know that feeling that you've got now. It's like you feel good but know that it's a "bad" good and that the bad "bad" will come very soon. You've got to get back on the path ASAP. The bad "bad" will happen. Fight it anyway. You can do it bud. Just know that somebody likely across an ocean from you is rooting for you from his very dark place right now. I don't know about me, but I know you can do it. Never give up. Never.
     
    Betterman92, Sep 28, 2014
    Betterman92, Sep 28, 2014
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