Fapstronauts from Indonesia!

Hi guys! Cheers from Indonesia. This is my intro.

Firstly, let me introduce myself. I'm a 19 y.o guy. I'm studying geotechnical engineering in Bandung Institute of Technology. I'm very proud of my almamater since it's the best technological college in Indonesia but, sadly, i'm depressed now.

When I got my foot in the gate of this campus, I talked to myself, "Hey dickhead, u'll be a highly functional engineer for Indonesia, u'll drive your nation forward, u'll give better life for people, u'll make ur parents smile, and yes, u'll get a beautiful wife and children too". (When i write that words, it's like, gonna drop a couple of tears)

This is my third year now, and guess what? my life was fucked up by PMO. In a serious level. Now, my score falls freely and it brings me down. I have bad communication to the family. Many of friends kicked me out. Rejected by a girl that I really love (u know, when you got fucked up by PMO, It's feel like they dominate your time and behaviour, so u can't properly treat your beloved one in real life). My boss didn't trust me anymore (Part time job on news office). And so on, i can tell so many minus in my life now. But, i always think if it's possible to turn my life around? Can I be future geotechnical engineer while i'm confused how to continue my life again? Can I see my mom smiling on me? Can I play with my children while 'She' makes a breakfast in the kitchen? Oh shit. I was totally fucked up.

Today is 10 days away from my final exam. And it's also 3 days away from my deadline on geotechnical competition, while i've nothing to write in my paper that must be submitted. I did PMO few hours ago. That got me stressed out. I'm confused how to continue my life, yea this is written twice, u right. I don't have any clue how to overcome this fuckin' shit since I was addicted with PMO over 4 years ago. I don't...

The worst part of them is so hard to find a support group here. In my country, u'll find that discussing any sexual issue as a taboo thing. And other shit side, i'll get my friend laughing at me because I took this thing too seriously.

Sorry for bad grammar, let's be friends. I need any supports here. Oh, I also promise that if I got 30 days strike on abstaining PMO out of my life, I'll support NoFap with my 10 dollars (Because I'm struggling to avoid PMO content by stopping my internet service in my dorm , so I can save my monthly income, and pay some for this cool site).

Anyway, hello!

EDIT: I Read it again after two years, and fuck it, i wrote it in an excessive way, but yea just a daily dose of emotional rollercoaster.

 

Hey mr. pancake, thanks!
I'm gonna take another step forward!
I'd love to see the warms here, this kind of society offers something powerful for me. Keep it up!

 

Hey fam, sorry for replying u all this late, im really shocked that theres still guys here seeing this post, at that time i was so hopeless to find my 'local colony' here, so here we go, can we make a group? u can pm me ur phone number, WA is sufficient for us, or any ideas?

 

or y'all can refer to this: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...ellas-unite-make-a-group.140767/#post-1148732

 

Bruh, i know right, we need to have place here, just to talk and share about anything that can help us in more related way

yea bro, ure welcomed here!

yea bro, there was such a similar discussion and group in Kaskus long time ago

bruh, i feel sorry for ur relapse, i know u can wake up and hit em harder with ur longer streak! keep it up man!


Okay bruh, im starting to get myself back here and trying to be more persistent in writing anything here, i thought i will start my 90 days streak commitment and logs on another thread, hope everyone can make it more crowded than this, and from that point we need make a group for us in another platform.
Cheers, ill get y'all informed!

 

cool bruh, u brought positive vibe here! keep it up!

 

Sure man ill announce it, anyways its already midnight, relax with ur late night music and foods there okay, make sure u go with ur streak!