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i might have hocd or a porn induced fetish need help

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 19m, Jan 3, 2018.

  1. 19m

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    hey guys i am a 19 and have a severe porn addiction. Ive been watching porn since i was probably 12 or 13. It all started off with the regular stuff girls in bikinis and such . Then i went to lesbian porn and got to that . Then i went to nasty transwoman/ cd porn which before porn i was never attracted to guys or anything like that only women . and i am still on that today but also feminine gay porn just basically of there ass and its only when i look at a picture too i get horny but when i look away i get turned off. is this a porn induced fetish with hocd? because i have a feeling it is i just want some clarification because i cant get horny to girls anymore and its really scaring me . Also i might want to add i have no feelings towards men and still dont and i know truly i am straight and not even bi. Is it because the old stuff was getting too old and i needed to masturbate to something new? Answers would be greatly appreciated! Lastly i would never act these fetishes if they are in real life as well and this all happened when i was watching porn and stuff not before i had not have any of these interests before porn
     
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  2. Masquerade

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    I believe what you are experiencing is a porn induced condition. What matters is to whom you are attracted to in real life.
    As we go more deeper into different types of porn these kind of fetishes develop and thats reversible once you stop the pathways.
     
  3. 19m

    19m Fapstronaut

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    thank you ! so am i not gay or bi or am i
     
  4. Exponential Power

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    You're not gay. You're experiencing typical effects of an escalating porn addiction. Leave PMO behind and you'll be fine.
     
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  5. 19m

    19m Fapstronaut

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    thanks so much!
     
  6. 19m

    19m Fapstronaut

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    ive also believe i might have had this porn induced fetish since 8th or 9th grade but never really noticed till about 11th grade that it was wrong and not me and now its gotten way worse. am i really bi ? or is this all porn induced. now in all ive been watching porn since i was probably about 10 or 11
     
  7. Exponential Power

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    Your true sexuality will emerge after a significant streak of no PMO. Don't worry about it. Just stay on NoFap.
     
  8. 19m

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    ok because deep inside i know i love women and are sexually attracted to them . in fact i only dream of women and not men at all. and i guess i see transexuals as like objects and couldn't love any of them and such
     
  9. Exponential Power

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    You just answered your own question: if deep down you know what you want then you have nothing to worry about. Porn addiction is your problem. The longer you go without porn the better you'll feel.
     

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