[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

Blaaaaa restart

 

Day 2/14

 

Another day, slept well, got stuff done yesterday.

 

nothing is impossible. you can do it. remember fail is "first attempt in learning"
one day at a time.

 

another day complete. waking up with morning wood but that's not bothering me (I just go pee and it goes away).
one day at a time.

 

Day 2/14

 

day 10 ... getting closer to the challenge inch by inch

 

Starting Day 13

 

So day Eight in reality since I set my tracker one day ahead, also did masturbate one day after my last consumtion of any kind of porn.

I going for the victory in the end. And this is my first attempt! What a man.

There are no excuses.

 

Checking in day 3, was skyping with my girlfriend and had to fight the urge to start jerking it over the phone, but that would ruin my streak so I prevailed

 

5/14

Spoiler

Having killed anger you sleep in ease.
Having killed anger you do not grieve.
The noble ones praise the slaying of anger
-- with its honeyed crest & poison root --
for having killed it you do not grieve.

Saṃyutta Nikāya 1.71

 

Day 1..

 

3/14

 

Starting over again... First day complete.

 

Failed on Day 3. Will try another strategy: focus on cutting porn completely first and increasing the number of days between faps by a bit each time (Right now, I will wait 4 days until the fap, then 6 days etc.)

 

Day 1/14 complete. Let's do it again.

 

I'm in. Day 1 so far.

 

Day 4.

 

Day 5/14

 

Starting over sucks. Funny thing is I already have booty waiting for me when I'm through this. I fucked up a 6 days streak and now I have to wait longer. Fml