[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 11/90!

 

Day 4. Tough day, not for resisting PMO, but because of other thing. Read my journal for details.

 

Day 15/90

 

day 1 going alright.. tying monk mode is difficult

 

Some serious urges today, but day 17 complete

 

Day 38.

 

Day 2

 

2/90

 

50 days! What an awesome feeling after a tough week and weekend full of work. Feel free accomplished and very happy to have come this far. I'm not as happy with my junk but i'm trying not to think about it that much. All in all I'm going to make it to 90 days.

LETS GO!

50 down ... 40 more to go.

 

Day 0 but I will not give up nor be discouraged

 

Day 17/90

 

Day 8/90 very hard day...

 

Stop falling for it ... Leave the thought when it comes ... Say shut up to yourself then ... You have to start building healthy habits or this will go on ...

 

Day 35 completed ... Had some work the whole day ... So the point of PMO was broken ...

 

11/90

 

Day 1 is almost over.. trying to get more details on monk mode.. and trying to follow it hard.

 

3.

 

Day 13
So this voice kept telling me yesterday before I slept "Its been a long time since you watched porn. A sneak peek of your favourite soft core tumblr porn blog wont hurt. Besides, you don't have to masturbate and you will still be good". Well, I soon realized this is complacency calling. I took a look at my counter and realized that I will have to reset it again. Hell no! I took in a few deep breaths, meditated, visualized and told that inner voice to shut the hell up.
I am still tracking my negative thoughts using the counter app and thus far it seems that the perceptions and opinions of others shape my thoughts the most. I need to work on this. My life cannot be ruled by others opinions.

 

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