[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 12!

 

Relapsed.. Willfully chose to do it, which is worse, I believe. I regret it now of course, it wasn't worth it.. Resetting the counter is the easier part. Starting from scratch again is not. Don't fall in the same trap!

Anyway, I learned last time most important thing now is not start a binge but a new streak. 13 days was not bad, actually. I hate how I ultimately fail every time. I'll try to use that as a motivation now.

So, Day 0.

 

Day 8, 9, 10 - No PMO
I'm still managing to control myself during these days. I've been exposed to a trigger yesterday and experienced a terrible urge to fap, but I managed to forget it and keep doing my job. I hope to have the same strength everyday.

 

@2525

 

--Day 15--

im getting lured into porn....i must resist

 

youre good. 13days is great. i liked your phrase "it wasnt worth it". ill keep your advise in mind. thanx. good luck.
day 3/30

 

Not sure if its been posting my replies, but basically on day 5 now and going strong. There have been some urges to masturbate, and some sexual frustration, but I haven't wanted to look at porn which is a good thing.

 

28/30

 

Day 1

 

Day 8. Be alert！Even a glance of porn or even deep thinking of it is against your target!

 

Day 3 is done....

 

Not yet. Should I?

 

Day 2

 

Had a 6 month streak at one point, thought I was good and it couldn't hurt...wrong. Now I'm struggling to even get to 30 days, so this challenge is perfect. I'm highly motivated, day 1 baby !

 

I'm starting tomorrow that's going to be my first day

 

Already started in december, I just created an account in this forum since I've read that it's better than the subreddit

 

Ok how's that going for you

 

Day 4/30

 

Ok day 4 I'm looking to Bring change to 2018

 

I'm still in the flatline because I've seriously fucked up my dopaminergic system in the past, but I can clearly notice an increase in social interactions, (when I'm in day 0 it feels extremely awkward to talk with somebody and I could stop talking with friends for weeks), also an increase in creativity, confidence and willpower.