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I dont enjoy PMO but i break my streaks everytime

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Audaz, Oct 5, 2014.

  1. Oct 5, 2014 #1
    Audaz

    Audaz Fapstronaut

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    Having read a lot in here , i deduct most of the guys in here regret PMO afterwards but still get pleasure from a fleeting period.But i don't like PMO and cant get even an iota of pleasure from it.Maybe it seems better and it is indeed but it sucks when you relapse without pleasure.BTW , i have never surpassed 30 days of sobriety.I have made streak in order of 22 , 30 , 18 , 20 since i have started this journey , i want to make 90 days but it it seems hard to me.

    My main question is why i relapse even if i dislike , hate and dont get pleasure from PMO ?
     
    Audaz, Oct 5, 2014
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  2. Oct 5, 2014 #2
    thedaiem

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    I tend to flip a switch in my brain. Its like i have an alter-ego. I mean my nofap side disgusts pmo but my alterego loves porn and all kinds of filth. I have to be cautious not to let that flip switch.
     
    thedaiem, Oct 5, 2014
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  3. Oct 5, 2014 #3
    VanillaMochi

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    I'm also attempting 90 days.

    I went 40+ days without PMO and my mood was significantly better and I can definitely see the benefits of it.

    I had a girlfriend at the time and this time is hardmode for me.

    I watched a video where a guy made the correlation between porn and sex with porn being the equivalent of fast food and food that is good for you. Fast food might not be satisfying to a lot of people but they eat it because it's easy to get to and satisfies very basic needs in a short period of time.

    That may be why you continue to watch porn even with no satisfaction.
     
    VanillaMochi, Oct 5, 2014
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  4. Oct 5, 2014 #4
    Audaz

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    Is having no pleasure from PMO a big advantage for this abstaining ?
     
    Audaz, Oct 5, 2014
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