[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

60 days down, 40 to go. I’m not going to boast because depression is nothing to smile about. It’s worth knowing that my depression is me and not my lust, even though I’m low at least I know it’s real. It’s difficult to explain, but I hope someone understands that.

 

4/90

 

Day 3!

 

Day 16 on this challenge, and day 40 for my total streak! I keep feeling better and better!

 

8/90...just over a week and going strong.

 

Day 2/90 already struggles but managed it.

 

Day 21/90

 

Day 18

 

Day 20/90!

 

@Journeyer, you are 1 day behind me. We are closer in this journey

 

Day 6/90

 

It's been 60 days no real urges, i'm working on my habits and moving forward

 

Day 37 today. I ran across a Maxim today and I tried not to look at it but I got that anxious, almost sick feeling that I used to get when I would have a chance to see a naked chick. Sadly I looked at it but I didn't masturbate or look at porn or anything. I'm mad that I looked at it at all but I might just be past that damn flatline.

 

DAY 6. Hi everyone, I've decided to put an END to this deteriorating life style of porn for once and for all. DAY 6

 

I went 5 days PMO free. This is actually pretty decent, considering I was on a huge streak of relapsing every other day, so I'm not to mad about this. I relapsed tho. I'm restarting this challenge, and I need to remind myself to get on it more.

 

Day 23

This may be famous last words, but I feel like I'd really welcome a flatline right now....

 

5/90

 

Day 24/90

 

DAY 7. For all those in the 7 and below, don't relapse. I know it may seem like "oh its just 7 days or 3 days or whatever, but it's not. It is much more than that. It is breaking your will and your self-discipline. Stay strong, you are on here for a reason, stay true to what you came here for and push through. I am only 7 days but damn does it feel good to make it a full week. I had urges throughout it but I just reminded myself of this forum and how I need to post on here daily, and that I knew of the people in the success stories that have made it all the way through. Keep it up, don't give in, and trust me, it gets harder and harder. "Continuous effort is the key to unlocking our potential"

 

Day 47.