[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

onto day 2, gonna take it one day at a time....I almost gave in yesterday but I remembered my goal of achieving 30 days no pmo (something I've never achieved before, highest streak ever was 21 days and that was 2 years ago). but I feel different about this attempt....after finding this site...I didn't know there were other people in the same position who are also struggling...just knowing that I guess is somewhat relieving...and reading the success stories was what motivated me to start this challenge....to think that there are people out there who have figured this out is amaaaaaaazing! if they can do it....so CAN I!!!! ;-D

 

Day 6 today and its a tough one. Stayed up very late drinking with a great friend, we talk a lot about the impact of porn. However I know that being tired today is one of my biggest weaknesses and I have the insidious voice of the old enemy whispering "Wouldn't it just be so much nicer to stop all this fighting and give in?" - Bastard!

 

Reset to Day 0 =(

 

Day 12 of 30. Live a life and always realize that you are on recovery!

 

Day 22! Nearly there.

 

Day 2/30

 

Day one complete. Today I was very productive and didn't think about P at all. It was a nice day.

 

Day 6. Urges a little stronger lately, but fighting them harder.

 

Day 3/30

Let's go.

 

Day 3. "If you can’t fly then run, if you can’t run then walk, if you can’t walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward." -MLK

 

Don't make it into something bigger than it is. Just stay on the path. You'll be back where you were in no time.

 

Day 1 completed.

 

20/30 complete

 

Day 10. Slept late, did not go to gym and felt sloppy all day. Had huge urges in the evening. However, I was able to pull myself together and pick a good book to read. Reading calmed my mind and kept me focused.
Keep going strong fellas!

 

Day 8/30 Done

 

Day 3.

I'm committed this time round. I want to achieve 30 days!!

In fact whenever I feel like relapsing I'm gona remind myself with these videos:

 

Ahh damn....relapsed on 2 day......no p though....just m. I let my thoughts take over....it's like your brain leads you to it....first by telling you...'Looking at beautiful women isn't gonna hurt anyone...just one look' then step by step you fall into the trap....
But I'm gonna get back on the 30 day wagon again....I'm learning about myself everyday.....
Come on!

 

Day 3 & Day 4 Done though had some sexual urges but controlled myself!!

 

day 7/30 whole week!

 

Day 3/30