How frequently do you think about porn?

It happens in two different ways for me:

1) I think about porn randomly, I am not horny and have no urge to pursue it - I think to myself, this is a bit weird.
2) I am really horny and have super urges. The memories come flooding back and I really want to just 'rewatch that one video'...

I am dealing with both.

 

I have watched porn and masturbated for 13 years. Funnily enough, the last orgasm I had with a man was just over 13 years ago. I can't speak for others but personally, it didnt help me get in touch with myself. What it did do was warp my mind, give me weird unnatural desires, make men completely unnessesary and stop me being able to respond to the opposite sex.

I no longer watch porn or masturbate, at all, and never will again. And i can assure you I'm neither a prude or a liar.

 

Me too I owe this forum and people speaking out my recovery, eternally grateful that I'm starting to become un-broken

 

I don't think about it but get flashbacks of certain scenes, stars, videos, genres. They seem to appear randomly, anywhere from once to a few times a month.

Since we're talking about it, before I started no PMO I was edging with videos anywhere from a few hours to a couple days, and doing that once to a few times a week. First reboots were by accident. Suddenly feeling great after a week, and the only thing changed was no PMO. Videos destroyed my imagination, and that was my initial motivation for doing proper, conscious reboots. I never had any kind of ED, but to M O without P had become a lost art.

Feel like slightly less of a fruit loop hearing about girl's also experiencing troubles and recovering. Thanks for sharing ☺