[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

19 days.

 

5/365

 

Check in.
Day 7/365

 

day fizzle (day 5). meditation and exercise help, but nighttime urges i must stay aware of and fill with a different habit

 

Day 11/365

 

Day 25 out of 365 is now complete.

 

Day 30/365

 

DAY 27/365

 

Day 2/365

I like this thread since it feels like a band of brothers/sisters are along side me. We may be distances apart but we are not alone. Keep up the good fight!

 

Day 13 Successful day today. Day 14 here I come

 

Well done

 

Day 8.

 

Day 27/365

 

Day 4/365

Not today.

 

Day 16/365
Quit my job today. My boss is too domineering and it just wasn't a healthy environment for me to work in. Right after quitting anxiety hit me hard though, since I didn't have anything lined up for after.

I wish I could start studying at uni already...but until next year September I'll just have to keep working. Had a panic attack randomly a minute ago while I was in town and it made me really irritable. Had to take a step back and breathe to calm down.

Fortunately I'm almost home now, will meditate and then apply for some new jobs.

Peace

 

Day 23/365!

 

0/365 3rd time lucky hopefully, actually definitely. I actually can't stand feeling this dead afterwards and as a failure. That recent 15 day streak was fucking awesome. I want to go 20,30, 90, 180, 365 days and see the benefits but as with all of those streaks, they each start with day 1. which i guess is now again. I feel embarrassed of some sorts coming back on the forum after resetting but that will propel me to keep going. I have to update daily on the forum i think. The likes of @PatrickR ; @Dr. Jekyll s motivating posts and obviously @2525 help me to keep to it and everyone else on this forum actually as well. Good luck to all of you and I know it'll be tough with the chaser effect, but one day at a time i will build back up to 15 and then carry on.

 

DAY 1
Hi !! ^^
My first day is done, it was not very hard it's just the first day. Normally it will be easier this time, before my big relapse of yesterday I managed to stop 35 days thanks to nofap. If I did it one time, I can do it again.
One reason to stop : don't become a pervert who live for sex, I am still young. I relapsed last time because of an unhealthy friend, this time I will do things properly : I will break with all these perverts and do what I have to do !!
Good luck to you all, we can do it. ><
See ya

 

Day 3

 

I've been woke up in the middle of the night by a video message... porn content.. from a friend .
And he thinks this is funny. I feel sorry for him...