[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

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12th day.
Tendency to see not so dangerous images of pretty girls are chirping in my mind today. I know that it will lead to P's. So taking strong gaurd against such thoughts and uprooting such things from the begining.

Coming days will test my charater and determination to succeed.

 

Day 12 of 90 Things are going good in working out stuff with my wife, I'm liking the getting close again feeling. She is telling me again that she loves me........ Woohoo!!!!! We are planning a trip in march to go out to Arizona for a week do some sight seeing, and a Kid Rock concert, get warm from the long cold winter we have had. I'm doing great in my recovery, I am allowing myself to think back about the things I wasted time and money on, not for the PMO aspect of it but to burn a reminder in my brain of how much that stuff ruins your life and the lives of those whom you love. Stay strong keep moving forward, rely on god and family to help you thru this.

* 66 days free

 

Day 6/90

 

Day 0!

So, I've recently completed the 7 days challenge, and with the feeling of a good job done, I've relapsed again.

I don't want to live like that, with small streaks followed by relapses, so I'm taking this challenge, and I want to try to express the hardships of the day here to. I hope this helps you and me as well.

 

45 days

 

Day 34/90! Really looking forward to typing day 90 here I gotta say.

 

Day 1 of 90

 

Ok some days went by with no updates.. Long story short, relapsed on friday.. So the 27th was day 0 yet again.. Surprisingly I kept the motivation I've been feeling lately, although the brain fog was clearly there.. Days 1-2-3/90 went by REALLY good.. I'm in the best mood I've been in a long long time. Keep it up everybody!!

 

day79/90

 

Day 32

 

So I fucked up yesterday. My friend jacked me off and I tried to stop before i finished but I didn't make it. And I just had sex a few minutes ago with somebody else. And I couldn't stay hard and it was super embarassing. Even though I did cum twice. Anyways I'm going to have to say goodbye to this thread and start over and this time do it right. Thanks for all the support. Here I go again.

 

I am in. Starting from day 0.

 

Day 11

 

Day 3. The sun has only just risen.

 

Day 27/90. Busy whole day, not even thinking of PMO.

 

38/90

 

Day 61.

 

Day 29 I can't believe I made it this far...my life is changing in so many ways it's awe inspiring...