[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

39/90

 

23/90... Camping and getting off the grid on the weekend helped. Back in reality not as easy, been a tough couple of days of saying no

 

DAY 85!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been cheating - I have had to write on a piece of paper everyday "DON'T"

I put it on my computer screen. Not that I want to go. i am just so stressed out that I fear I'll allow myself to wander only "to take the edge off", or because mindlessly it would be easy to let myself wander. So...DON'T

And I am hanging on. I don't know if it gets easy though...

Another issue - I seems that girls have lost my attention. I don't notice them as much, I do my thing and move on. A little of it is that I keep myself from looking too as I "don't want to get turned on" but now it seems like I don't get turned on. It's weird.

DAY 85!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Day 2/90 was successful. Currently starting on Day 3/90

 

Day 62.

 

Day 4/90. Going stronk.

Haha well done, you are beginning to attain mastery... If you purposefully looked at a girl, you would have no problem, but you are choosing not to and so are not aroused... It's the best of both worlds.

 

Day 35/90!

 

20/90

 

day 74/90.

 

Day 16. I had some urges today. Stress related which is one of my triggers. I was able to take my mind off of it and get through the day.

 

Day 22 The crazy lunar happenings didn't have any negative affect on me i suppose

 

74 days in and I'm back to that point where my urges are hitting me again.
I don't understand why. But I refuse to give up. My name is getting on that wall and I will be cured to some sort of degree in the near future. Well I know this is only the beginning of my journey but I'm good to move on

74 down...16 more to go

 

Day 41 complete!

 

oh boy... i feel something... i really wish flatline can be a bit longer in a wired way... BUT everything is good for now! another day!

 

41/90 days

 

Day 8

 

Day 25.

 

Day 25
I am foccusing more on my goals and can withstand more pain in order to archieve them.
#strength

 

12/90

 

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