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Anyone familiar with sissy porn?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Spirale, Feb 5, 2018.

  1. Spirale

    Spirale Fapstronaut

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    ***WARNING THIS MAY HAVE TRIGGERS FOR SOME!***




    So I've recently come across a genre of porn I was never aware existed, sissy hypno. Its highly addictive and while other porn doesn't do much for me of late, this really stimulates my mind. It utilises trances and hypnotic sounds and trigger words to really pull you in deep. And I feel myself absolutely willing and wanting to go in deeper under and submit, yet am still very fearful of it. Its makes you feel degraded, submissive and encourages you/tells you to basically hate p***y, dress like a girl and worship c**k. Perhaps this is feeding my subconscious insecurities and desires? There is even warnings re: the hypnotic nature of the videos and not to watch excessively on some.

    To be clear i was sexually abused when I was a child, and have always felt that I'm probably bi-sexual. However I feel/blame, due to the abuse something clicked in my brain to make me aroused by men (or more just their genitals) so I have always disliked and denied such interests except for in fantasy which is full of shame and guilt (probably the wrong way to deal with it).
    transgendered person porn was a go too for me at different times as well as gay (far less), but i'd mostly watch 'normal'. But now this new genre has really rattled me, its very different. Ive only recently found it but I think about it during the day and get really excited. I feel this is really dangerous stuff to those who are vulnerable to it!

    I literally fear and am anxious I'm going to keep going back to it for the pleasure reward, but end up tranced out by it and taking it seriously. There's an international following of men out there who have done/become just that.

    Anyway, I wanted to see if anyone else had/has similar experiences?

    P.S. I have blockers on my phone and laptop but I keep 'stumbling' on ways around them..
     
  2. spisbad

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  3. Lots of threads on here about Sissy porn and it’s devestating effects.
     
  4. I stumbled upon it after first straying into transgendered person stuff. I guess after many years of various straight P fetishes, I got bored and needed something even more shocking. Like alot of others I never had any interest in anything like this until I got exposed to it after years of PMO addiction. You are right to be concerned with repeated viewing of this hypnotic stuff as I believe it can plant exaggerated or purely false ideas into one's mind. At first it may just seem like harmless role-playing, but later can turn into true identity confusion. It is not worth it for a cheap thrill. Check out the other threads on this subject and understand you are not alone in dealing with this.
     
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  5. If you want to become gay, keep watching. It definitely will take you there. If not, I'd suggest stopping.

    We think sissy hypno is a game. We notice how the effects wear off, and our minds go back to normal. We think "I can handle this." But eventually your feelings will begin to change, where they used to wear off.
     
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  6. Porn of any sort is a fake reality that forces individuals to be bonded with what does not exist. Reading what you have posted...I understand that ones past holds the gateway to ones nightmares, fears and regrets...and what you suffered through would break anyones mind. But do not hold on what has happened, live life in the present, try to atleast fill your existence in this world with things that will mend your emotions...make you stronger. Life is to short to be a bump on a log, taking action is the only way of change...This Sissy porn...this is a clear message that porn is a vermin, you do not need to be told this to understand, you know this in your heart... make a legacy for youself that makes you proud of you. Thats my take at the issue...do not linger on the memories to much...its what leads to a fall back down to the problem.
     
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  7. ICDI

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    Hi.

    lets see if we can relate to each other, i have been watching transwoman on and off for many years now i cant seem to free its grip its has quite a strong grip on me, i too got bullied at a younger age and didnt have many altercations with girls in high school around the age of 12 around that age i was watching porn heavily everyday without a doubt. later on in my years my girl problems actually went away i had starded going to the gym i even started getting tattoos, i was loosing count of all the girls i had started sleeping with, but by that time i had already developed HOCD and had a porn addiction the damage was done. what made it worse was i really liked sleeping with women but i couldnt get erect and that fueled the shit out of my HOCD, i was just really dysfunctional. nowadays i can get hard off my girlfriend in second, allthough my issues are going away i still have the same old chip on the shoulder that i cannot get rid off, this transwoman addiction, in your case its sissy. which could of be worse then transwoman or just the same or transwoman could be worse then sissy either way its driving us nuts. the level of dopamine i get is probably not even possible with drugs or anything other then hardcore porn, i have never felt a bigger hit in my life. and ive done alot of cocaine aswell it has no were near the dopamine high of porn not a chance in the world. the dopamine difference is probably 75%porn 25%cocaine, anyway the question we should ask you here and you ask yourself do you even want to be gay or bisexual, do you see your self with a man or women, actually dont ask yourself because even asking yourself can give you the wrong answer your mind lies, picture it and then ull know the answer in saying that your visions may be clouded cause of pmo.
     
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  8. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    Dude, stop watching hypno now. Get a cleaner file and listen to it religiously until its out of your system. The effects are very subtle and brainwash you over time. There are reports of guys that were perfectly straight and happy until the hypno files made them believe they are not. They lost grip on life. Some started sucking people off because the hypnos told them they are happy and lucky if they are treated like crap. It rewires your mind. Not on day one, but you won't believe in it and listen tens and hundrets of times until you question your personality.

    I was in depression and thinking about suicide because of a "takeover" or "curse" file that I listened to by accident (i was never fu*king suicidal in my entire life, but those files encourage negation of your true self and encourage suicide!).

    Some anons (probably brainwashed by hypno themselves) posted how great some file is. In almost three days I was about to lose my mind and saw my life passing. Almost got dissociative identity disorder, a mental illness! I thought how it is so sad that my friends and family won't see me anymore. If by now you haven't realized how bad it is to listen to these files, I feel sorry for you. I didn't believe in hypnosis for years but listened to popular files. It made my life miserable. I can only see in retrospect what happened. It was like a concrete block around my feet pulling me down a dark ocean.

    I accepted partners that treated me like sh*t, because some files tell you to be obedient and let others treat you like sh*t. I wasted years where I could have make a better career. Find a better girlfriend. Learn more. The list goes on and on.

    The fog is disappearing, but I'm working actively on a change. Never been so confident in my life, just because I figured out what was pulling me down all the time. It wasn't me, but suggestions and triggers.

    And don't listen to this "all hypnosis is self hypnosis" crap. Some files are very cleverly designed. Some effects take place after the second, third, fourth and so on listen. It uses the backdoor and hijacks your brain. It is literal r*pe of your mind. No wonder most creators are anonymous, because it's criminal what they are doing.

    Chose now if you want to live your life as a doormat or as batman. F*** s. hypno, and f*** abusive criminal creators and dommes who create those files.
     
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  9. Spirale

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    Thanks for all the replies, it means a lot. I hadn't been on the forum for a few days I am really appreciative to come back to this. I couldn't agree with you all more in relation to the dangers of this genre. Shortly after my post I did come across other threads with all expressing the same concerns. Shocking to see that such a potentially life devastating medium of porn mixed with hypnotics is legally allowed to the public. Audio hypnotics are even on Youtube! Imagine some young innocent vulnerable kid finds these hypnotics and treats it like a game and gets pulled in! It's evil.

    I admit I watched some yesterday. Addiction is crazy isn't it.. The excitement and thrill of the genre has definitely died down in me somewhat as I'm more aware of its mind altering potential, though I admit there is still curiosity in me, and like all addicts, a desire to be stimulated, so I cant be complacent. Last night I decided to fight fire with fire. Rather then listening to the debilitating degradation of s***y hypno (dont even want to speak the word) I listened to positive affirmation audio and meditations on self esteem. I woke up feeling proud that I fight this addiction. And like clockwork 2 books arrived in the mail today -

    Recovery: freedom from our addiction by Russell Brand. I hear this is really informative read and guide for breaking addictions of all sorts.

    And

    The brain that changes itself by Norman Doidge MD. This is based on neuroplasticity, or the brains genetic ability to change and rewire. Just like those hypno videos that want to rewire our brains to bring us down, we can do the exact opposite and recreate ourselves addiction free, full of self esteem and whole lot more.

    We are what we think is what I'm taking the message to be here. And we are full of the potential and abilities to overcome this and become who we really want to be.

    Add on: I was just reading a thread linked above, and just on the sub conscious effects, it just occurred to me I'm having recurring dreams the last few nights of watching and listening to hypno videos or audio and I wake up stirred, heart beating and very anxious. This shit is bad!! I don't feel I've been exposed to it long enough for lasting effects, but fuck..
     
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  10. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    I am proud of you that you are taking action! Fight it, one day at a time.

    You probably read my journal. I'm discovering new negative effects every day since I decided to get rid of it. Everytime I discover something new, I remember it and listen to a cleaner before going to bed, so I can encourage my conscious and subconscious mind to do something.

    Thought about the same thing. Even some things from this genre are on youtube. This youtube stuff is already so bad and damaging it belongs on the dark web. Actually it belongs gone. The problem is, that it is probably just a niche and almost nobody realizes the horrible effects, so it stays on youtube.
     
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  11. What "cleaning file" do you recommend, and how can you trust it is safe? I presume it's possible that they can make you feel more masculine, while also still implanting something negative.
     
  12. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    A cleaner file is meant to erase negative suggestions and triggers. A cleaner file never should implant anything. If it does, stay away from it. Just getting rid of the negative things bad hypnos implanted will make you much more masculine, believe me.

    I use Nimja's reset files. There is deep reset, hard reset and some others. I trust these files, but please do your own research before listening to anything.

    Some reccomend Vive's Deep Clean, but I haven't tried it and can't say anything about them.

    Nimja's files help me to relax and get rid of the negative effects. Also they don't make addicted.
     
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